◼MANDY◼
"Wala ka pang nahahanap?" I asked as I adjusted to the bed, I gripped the blanket that is the only thing covering my body
"Wala pa, I'm so sorry" Lancaster said and I sighed
"Its okay Lancaster, you should rest" I said
"Are you sure?" He asked
"Yes, don't worry" I said at saka ibinaba na ang tawag. Tumingin ako kay Nic na natutulog sa tabi ko. I sighed again at saka tumayo mula sa kama at dumiretso sa CR pagkatapos pulutin ang mga damit namin na nagkalat
Last night is really a distracting night for both of us, Sex really help us to wander off our mind for awhile in the problems around us
After I showered, lumabas ako at bumaba naman sa kusina then nagsimulang magluto
Nic is really stressed, ayoko sanang pumayag kagabi but I can sense na kailangan niya ako
Its not wrong right? mahal naman namin ang isa't-isa
But after that night, sinubukan kong tanungin kung ano ba talagang nangyari...but he just shrugged me off
And it hurts me. deep.
Napapitlag naman ako ng maramdaman ko na may yumakap saakin mula sa likod. I felt a lips on my neck
"Nic..." I called him, he just hummed in response. I tried to push him pero mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakayakap niya saakin and he start kissing on jaw to my cheek
"Nic ano ba!?" I said at saka tuluyan siyang itinulak. He just looked at me "Ano bang problema? di ka naman ganito dati ah?" I asked
"Just shut up Mandy" He said
"No, you just can't have sex with me and tell me to shut up Nic. I'm your girlfriend!" I said.
"I said, SHUT UP!" He screamed at nagulat naman ako duon. Napatigil din siya sa ginawa niya
"I-I--" He stuttered but I just raised my hand to stop him from talking
"Shut up? really? Unbelievable" I scoffed and laugh humorlessly "I'm trying to solve the problem here Nic, and here you are shutting me out" I said
Hindi siya sumagot na mas lalong ikinainis ko.
"Alam mo Nic, you should find yourself first." I said
"What do you mean?" He asked at hinarap ko ulit siya
"Sabi nga nila, hindi mabubuhay ang pag-ibig kung walang tiwala" I said at saka nilagpasan siya. He called my name pero hindi ko siya pinansin
He tried to hold my wrist pero umiwas ako at humarap sa kanya bago hayaan ang sarili ko na mawala sa hangin.
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BINABASA MO ANG
His Series #5: Nicholas Blackwood
RomanceNumb. That was the proper word to describe Nicholas Blackwood after killing his fiancé because of her infidelity, his friends try to bring the old Nic but it was no use. But what if faith chose to interfere and give Nic a chance. To be his old self...