Dear Michael | clifford

Letter 7

September 13th, 2013

Dear Michael,

In my last letter, I told you how my friends slowly distanced themselves from me.

Well, at first I didn’t think anything of it because sometimes, they just get moody and need their distance. Everyone needs distance from now to then, right?

But then they would ignore me, even though I was standing right next to them

They would avoid making eye contact with me.

I didn’t know what I had done wrong.

I just had been raped by my own cousin and then all of sudden my friends didn’t give a flying shit about me anymore.

Was I really such a shitty person?

Yes.

I asked Alexa if she knew anything, but she also had no idea what was going on.

One day, I eavesdropped my ‘friends’ at the cafeteria. I couldn’t hear everything what they were saying but the words that I heard were enough.

Slut.

Whore.

Insane.

Why were they saying those words?

They couldn’t know. None of them knew my cousin, I had never talked about him.

They knew nothing about my family, I always refused to talk about that topic because a lot has happened in my family. You know that, Michael.

I told you.

After hearing what my ‘friends’ thought about me, it felt like my whole world was more and more falling apart. I felt so dirty, everything started to hurt. My heart hurt, my legs suddenly felt so weak.

I blacked out.

I don’t know for how long I was unconscious but long enough to wake up in the nurse room of my school.

I don’t remember much of that day anymore, but the only thing that will always linger in my mind are those words Alexa said to me, after the nurse checked up on me.

“Mia, they told me they caught you making out with Brandon. You were even grinding on him and you threw yourself at him. That’s why they’re calling you names. But I know it’s not true. You know, Brandon is the best friend of my brother and when I asked him, he told me it wasn’t true but he played along because they promised him money. They made everything up, so you’ll look bad in front of everyone but I swear to god, I will make it clear, that they’re lying. You’re my best friend and I’ll always be there for you. I love you.”

Oh God Alexa, what have I done to deserve you?

I deserved every single word they said to me.

I was a slut. I was a whore and shortly after that I became insane.

Michael, I am so sorry.

I hope you understand.

I love you so much, please never forget that.

You’re my world.

Love always,

Mia

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