A Dream we are searching for

~Thoughts about him~

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My alarm clock goes on. I'm tired already as all days I think. I'm not really motivated to got to work. In the last days I feeled so lazy and so weak I can't explain how it is this kind of feeling.

I stand up from my bed and looked at my mirror. My hair is long and it looks like a golden curly blond. My blue green grey eyes are powerful but the rest of my body feels so weighty.

Moreover I started to straighten my hair and wash my face and start to use my Natural Make-up as ever. My trademark is my special Eyeliner I use for my eyes. I love to focus my eyes because they always look so amazing.

If I'm ready with Make-up and choosing clothes, I go upstairs to my mum and she made the breakfast. My mum is the best for doing the perfect breakfast.

My mum starts talking to me
,,Good morning Melodie, how did you sleep?"
I looked at her
,,Hey, yeah everything is okay I sleeped verry good."
My mum sitting next to me
,,Did you dream something?"

My thoughts come back and I'm thinking about the dream I had.
,,No I don't dream something. You know that I have a dream to fly one day to Cuba Havana. But this will maybe happen after my year as Volunteer."

She stands up to take the dishes and put it in the sink.
,,Ok honey I know you want to travel to Cuba Havana but you have to be patient. And we have to look how you will drive there. And look at your money. You can't have everything. First of all you have to end up your volunteer year."

I rolled my eyes
,, I know Oh my god. Maybe I will drive their someday. But I will one day if I want okay?"
My mum laughed
,,Hey honey don't be so angry. You will. I have to go to work we see us later love you."
,,Bye love you too" is the only thing I can say at the end of this conversation.

I brushed my teeth and run upstairs to take my bike and drives to my work. It's funny I'm always late but also to early too. However I do it I do it right in a way. The day is as ever I go to my clients help them and take their doubts away.

Eight hours of work are over. I come home and look at my phone. My friends which come with me to the seminar write into the group. We talk what we will take for the five days. And Hailey my sister needs help for homework.

My friends Isabella and Louisa writes into the group that we want to take a Shisha Pipe. We will have a risk with it because we don't have to drink hard alcohol or smoke drugs in our rooms.

Further I put my phone on the table and lie into my bed. The feeling is so comfortable like on clouds. My thoughts come back with the boy in my dreams. If every girl I looked at Instagram and Facebook too look on the boy which follows me or I follow them.

After an half an hour I took my phone back to the table. My questions are already more. I will now where I will meet him. It's not possible that I dream about someone which will be my boyfriend. Maybe I will marry him or have children with him.

I never really looked at someone like this but I will know him. The thoughts catches me every time and it is so unfair If you are so curious that you can't stop it. I hope I will meet him again. I want kind of dream like this.

I starts to hear my audiobook and after this I fall asleep and dreamed about a new story in my life.

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