A Dream we are searching for

~In love with an anonym boy~

My lovely alarm clock woke me up and destroy the best part of my dream. I dreamed about the boy a second time. And the dream was perfect. We where so happy and we kissed us and he was so cute and nice to me.

This dream was perfect more than perfect and I wish it would be happen in the next time. But I really don't know if this dream will one day come true. How is it possible that I dream about a boy I don't know and my  dreams show me parts of my possible future.

I gaze at the ceiling and think about him. How we hold our hands at the beach and kisses on the bench. I loves him in this dream and it is really weird to see me in a kind relationship like this.

I go upstairs and make breakfast for my family. To forget this dream. It is only a dream nothing more. My friends have a boyfriend and they are happy with it. They tell always how wonderful it is but I think I will never found someone which likes a girl like me.

My mum told me ones
,, Melody you will have it difficult to find the perfect man in your life. You are a really good girl and not every boy deserve girls like you."
When she said this I was really  embarrassed.

I wrote with boys but I don't like them really to say that I will love them and planning my future with them. I was always this kind of good boys best friend where they can ask what girls like.

My mum and my siblings comes upstairs to eat the breakfast I did for them. My siblings and my mum talking about the daily news and things. I was always in my thoughts like every day.

Maybe I'm to tired to talk or to tell something about my meaning to a daily situation. Political things are in our family very important. But my interests are always the music.

I love to sing and sometimes I sing if I'm afraid or feel bad. My friends like it sometimes if I sing. Sometimes I cover songs and sing own songs and it feels really good. It heals me every time. Music is my medicine.

I drive to my work and do my work as every day. I love this volunteer year it is a really nice break from school. And I learn so much here it is crazy.

After eight hours of work a friend of mine called me. She told me that she meet her Ex and he followed her in the city when she was shopping. She thinks that he wants her back but he did so much bad and wrong. And he hurts her in a bad way.

This is also a reason why I never want a boyfriend. People which loves each other getting sometimes really crazy. If he wants her back why did he so much bad to her? I know no one is perfect but if you love a person you have to show it and not doing everything bad.

I will never understand it really it's so stupid. I get angry if I hear kind of stories like this. I invite my friend to me and we watching Netflix. And did a beauty evening.

My friend will sleep at my home and we talked about girly things like every grils. I told her my dreams about the boy and she was wondering why I get so embarrassed. I don't know why but I fell in love with a boy I don't know.

She goes sleeping and I tried to sleep but I was in thoughts so I go out in our garden and looked at the stars to keep my mind to something new. To forget everything in life I always look at the stars and try to forget for a minimal moment the boy I search from my dreams.

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Hey lovely readers,

Sorry that I published my next chapter today and not on Sunday. At the last days I was a little bit busy that's the reason of publishing my next chapter later. I hope my chapters are nice and you like this book. If you do vote for it and keep on by reading this book.
I will do it really exciting by this book. Will Melody meet the person of her dreams? Or will he meet another men which will be the first part in her Future? Have a nice day! The next chapter will come on Sunday.

Love Nessa :-)