⚠️Warnings: self harm, depression, suicide/murder are mentioned, mpreg, poly-relationship
(this is Book 2 of "Not Wanting to Fall but Falling Anyway")
Year 3 - Junior Year - 2 Years after NWTFBFA
Journal 2: Junior year - Page 1. 02.14.16 Sunday - IT'S VALENTINES DAY pt2
"Wayo, you ready yet?" Pha asked standing in the doorway of our room,
"Yeah," I got up and walked over to him, "is Forth ready?"
"Yeah, he's in the car," Pha said getting his keys and wallet then followed me outside to the car with Forth
- after eating and the movie on the way home -
so. much. food. then again this is my favourite restaurant in Thailand. Forth and Pha have been acting weird since we got into the car earlier, and every time I question it they say its nothing and keep acting weird/talking to each other about something but they won't tell me what's going on...
"Baby, you ok? you're quieter than normal," Forth turned around to look at me from the passenger seat,
"Yeah, just tired," I smiled and leaned against the window
"Don't fall asleep yet babe, we want to show you something," Pha said as he drove,
I nodded and kept looking out the window while they kept whispering to each other so I couldn't hear what they were saying,
- about an hour later at Pha's beach house -
"You awake Yo?" Forth asked as he opened my door,
"Yeah, what are doing here?" I asked getting out of the car and holding Forth's hand
"it's a surprise babe," Pha said as he opened the front door Forth and I followed.
We walked in and Forth went to the kitchen while Pha went to his room and I was told to sit on the couch, seriously, what's going on? Forth came back out with a small box and Pha came out of his room with a bigger box about half my size,
"What's that?" I asked looking at my boyfriends as they sat down next to
"open that one," Forth said pointing to the bigger box,
I nodded and after Pha set it down I untied the bow holding it together
"no way...seriously?!" inside the box were 2 baby kittens!!!
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"They're so small and cute!!!!" I fanboyed over the kittens for a minute while Pha and Forth smiled at how happy I was,
"If that's how he reacted to them how will he react to this?" Forth asked holding the smaller box, Pha nodded agreeing with what Forth said, I was too busy playing with the kittens on the floor to notice what they were saying,
"Yo," Pha sat next to me on the floor, so did Forth.
"Hm?" I put the kittens on the bed in the box and looked up at Pha
"remember what Forth and I told you last summer?" (2 years go / the day he left in the last book)
"that you guys would call me?" I was confused why he was asking
"no the other thing," Forth said
"oh! wait...what?" I was even more confused,
"remember when all of us skyped and talked about what we wanted to do after we finished school?" Pha said, (mingkit/beam/phaforthyo all skyped in a big group chat)
"that you would do what you're doing now, (same with the others) and that we'd most likely be married.....wait....are you guys....?" I think I figured out whats going on
they nodded and Forth opened the box he's been holding this whole time, and inside were 3 rings, ( Gold - Forth Silver - Yo Bronze - Pha )
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"Wayo, will you marry us?" Pha/Forth both asked me,
i was in shock, a lot of shock, i just nodded and hugged them both.
They were just as happy as i was
Pha helped me stand up and Forth put the ring on my hand. I just smiled and hugged Forth.
"Yo," Forth made me look up at him and then he kissed me, i was blushing like i always do. I moved away from Forth andwent to hug/kiss Pha as well.
