I Fell For Them - Journal 2

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Journal 2: Junior year - Page 6. 05.15.16    12 contiuned

"Wayo, can we talk for a bit?" Yixing asks when he walked into my room where i was watching movies with Forth (Pha had an emergency at work)

"Yeah," i got up and went with Yixing to the living room

"What's up?"

"Have you told your dad and step-mom about Pha and Forth?" He asked being 100% serious

And that's the one thing i honestly never wanted to talk about, my (actual) mom passed away shortly after she visted me my freshman year of college, i admit i was sad about it, besides the fact that she basically hated me i still loved her a lot.
My dad....him and I don't get along very well, but my step-mom and i we're extremely close she's more of a parent to me than both of my real ones, i just haven't told her about any of this yet...
Because if i told her, and she happened to tell dad cause she can't keep a secret, i'd be officially cut out from the family completely more than i already am...and i dont want that, yeah they hate me as it is but i still wanna be able to say that i have a family..even if i don't have a real one.

"No...mom will accidently tell dad then ill be 100% cut off." I said

"Alright, gran wanted to know if you had said anything so she knows who to tell in the family and who not to tell,"

"Ok," i said,

"Is it cool if i cook for everyone?" Yixing asked, if he wasn't a designer he would've been a chef

"Please?!?!?!?!" I begged him to cook, his cooking is THE BEST EVER.

"Alright, go sleep or something ill wake you up when its done," Yixing pushed me back up the stairs

I smiled and layed with Forth again,

"Everything ok?" He asked playing with my hair

"Yeah, he just wanted to know if he could cook/bake, he's a great chef you'll love it," i smiled and hugged him.

"Cool, guess what Pha just told me?" Forth looked happy

"Hm?" I looked up at him curious

"MingKit and Beam are official,"

"Finally!! Kit's been bugging me about that for years" can today get any better ?

"You're happy today," Forth smiled and hugged me and left his hand ontop of the small bump,
I smiled and nodded,

"I don't know why but i am," i hugged him more

Pha walked into the room about an hour later and layed next to us exhausted, he left around 4 this morning and its nearly 3pm.

"Hey babe," Forth held his hand while i was dead asleep hugging him still.

"Hey," Pha smiled and held Forth's had as he also fell asleep since he never got a break at work.

- couple months later - (5 months pregnant but looks about 6/7 ish)

"And here we go again, you guys nervous at all?" Kit asked as he put thaf gel stuff on me again, we're finally finding out  they twins' genders.

I honestly dont care as long as everything is ok with them, Pha really wants a a girl and boy while Forth is hoping for both boys, 

"Not really, those 2 are, cause they're idiots they made a bet on what they'll be," i said glaring at Pha and Forth, jokingly...

"What?" Pha asked

"Nothing," i smiled and waited for kit to set everything up so we could see the babies.

- a few minutes later -

" just from seeing them on here, it like they're both boys... Ill know for sure after i examin(?) The pictures better in a minute," Kit said.

- at home -

"I was right so you're paying for dinner tonight babe," Forth said smiling, he 'won' the bet both the babies are boys.

"Fine, but Wayo picks the food," Pha said, i nodded agreeing and we all went out for dinner