I Fell For Them - Journal 2

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Journal 2: Junior year - Page 5. 03.24.16

- back to ForthPhaYo -

I'm laying in bed trying to sleep after finishing all of my homework and extra credit work for school. But I could not sleep and it hate it, Kit was telling me because it was so early on (almost a month into it) in my pregnancy that i would still be getting sick in the mornings, or at random times, I'd be constantly tired, but then i also wouldn't be able to sleep.. It's just hell...but it'll be worth it. As of right now Kit only saw 1 baby when we did one ultrasound but he said with the way I'm feeling right now there's a high chance there are at least 2 babies. And I'm not gonna complain I've always wanted kids, I just didn't think it would be this bad in the beginning. And I want food but I'm too tired to get up and make some, I would ask Forth or Pha but they're both at work, and Ming's busy with Kit and Beam. So I'm just kinda stuck here wanting food but I also want to sleep, meh. But hey, now I have time to write every day again, naw, let's be honest I won't write every day, but I can start trying. 

Eh, it's not like he'll get mad, I called Forth and waited for him to answer, 

"Hey baby, everything ok?" Forth asked when he answered the phone. 

"Yeah, can you bring me food on your way home, please? I'm too lazy to cook,"I asked you could hear how tired and kinda annoyed I was that I couldn't sleep. 

"Yeah, of course, babe, what do you want to eat?" Forth understood how tired I was from school and stuff, 

"Anything really, I don't mind," I said, 

"Ok, do you want ice cream too?" he knows me too well, 

"Yes please," I said kinda acting cute. 

"Alright babe, I'll be there in an hour," Forth said, 

"Ok, thanks P',"I smiled

"No problem, see you soon, I love you," 

"I love you too," and then I hung up. 

- about an hour later - 

I was finally asleep when Forth and Pha came home about an hour later, Pha came upstairs to check on me and noticed I was asleep, he smiled and layed next to me with an arm around me, Forth came up after putting the food away and layed with us with his arm around me next to Pha's. But their arms were right on top of where the barely, almost non-existent baby-bump is and I woke up cause it kind hurt so I moved their arms and went back to sleep.

"Sorry," they both apologized and adjusted how they were laying a bit,  

"Its ok," I mumbled and went back to sleep, 

- couple weeks later - (2 months pregnant) 

"Yo, wake up," Pha woke me up around 8 this morning because I had another Drs. appointment to see the actual baby, or babies, since we still didn't know how many we're actually having, I'm already starting to show a lot more than normal at 2 months, Pha said it's probably cause I'm a guy and not a girl. (he looks 4 months but is only 2) 

- at the Drs. - 

"You nervous?" Kit asked us as he put some cold stuff on my stomach for the ultrasound, 

"Little bit," Forth said, Pha and I agreed with him, 

"Everything'll be fine guys, just might get a surprise," Beam said as he helped Kit with the machine, 

"alright, wayo stop moving," 

"sorry, its cold,"

"see that blob kind of moving?" Beam pointed to it while Kit moved to camera type thing over that spot, 

"Did you just call a baby a blob?" Kit asked, 

"Yes, yes I did, now do you see the blob?" Beam asked Forth, Pha, and I. 

"Yeah/Whoa../Yeah" we all answered, 

"That's your baby, I'm only seeing one right here, *moves the camera thing around a few times* yeah.. there's only one," Kit said,

"wait go to the left a bit, " Pha said,

"Oh, sorry guys, thanks Pha, there's 2 babies," Kit corrected himself, 

"that explains a lot," Forth said, we all nodded agreeing, 

"so twins?" I asked as Kit kept looking making sure everything is ok,

"Yeah, I cant tell gender on either yet, maybe in a few weeks/months we can tell then," Beam said cleaning the gel stuff off of me,

"That's cool," Pha was still kinda shocked,

"Twins run in my family so I'm not that surprised but I'm really surprised," Forth said, 

"Grandma is gonna be so happy," I smiled I already knew she was gonna love this, 

Beam and Kit left the room to get the pictures and to look over everything while the 3 of us talked about if we might need a bigger apartment or not, 

"Maybe once they're 2 or 3, but for now I think we're alright," I said, 

"We gotta start planning and saving some money for everything," Pha said, 

"Yeah, I'm sure my sister wouldn't mind giving us a bunch of my nephew's stuff he doesn't need anymore, at least we won't have to start from nothing," Forth added, 

Pha and I agreed, 

"and my parents probably have some stuff from all of us, " Pha said (he has 5 siblings and A LOT of old baby stuff)

"I'm sure grandma and Yixing have some stuff too," I said, 

"Yixing has stuff?" Forth asked, 

"Yeah, he used to run a babysitting business," I said and smiled excited for the babies,

"here ya go," Beam handed Pha the folder with some notes and the pictures from the ultrasound. 

"don't overwork or stress ok?" Kit said to me being really serious,

"I won't P'" I smiled and hugged him and Beam and then left with my fiances, extremely happy, 

"can we get food?" I asked as we got in the car

"yeah," they both smiled and we went and got food. 

AN: awwww it's so fluffy and cute !!