Journal 2: Jr. Year - 05.15.17
Twins: 6 months oldI've been asleep all day so I'm not entirely sure what's going on but all I know is that no one is home but Ming and Beam are here.
"Hey, where'd everyone go?" I asked as I walked into the living room
"6 month check up for the twins," Ming said
"You were sleeping and Forth/Pha didn't want to wake you up," Beam said
I nodded and sat on the couch watching TV with them.
- 3 hours later -
"We're back," Pha said carrying Lau's car seat and Forth had Hao,
"Everything go well?" I asked going over and hugging them and looking at the twins
"Yeah, Lau's just smaller than normal but nothing serious," Forth said undoing the straps on Hao's seat so he can get up.
Hao got out of the seat and started clawing around the living room over to Ming, he really likes hanging around Ming.Lau was crying and crawled over to me,
"what's wrong Lau?" I picked him up and tried to calm him down
"He had to get some shots in his leg, Hao did too but he didn't react to it," Pha said.
"Aww, your legs hurt?" I looked at Lau and he just cried more when I touched his leg
I hugged him and walked over to the couch so I could lay down and hold him,"It should wear off soon, he's just smaller so it hurt him a bit," Forth explained while he rubbed Lau's back and handed me his pacifier.
I nodded and held him for awhile while Hao was playing with Beam and Ming.
- couple hours later -
"Pha, can you hand me his bottle please?" I asked since every time I moved Lau would start crying again
"Yeah," Pha got up and made a bottle.
"I think his legs still hurt or he's just really tired," I said to Forth, Ming and Beam left awhile ago so Hao was playing with his toys on the floor.
"want me to take him or you alright?" Pha asked when he brought out Lau's bottle,
"could you take him for a bit? I need to shower," I said sitting up and kissing the top of Lau's head before Pha picked him up.
"Yeah," Pha smiled and picked Lau up so I could shower.
- about an hour later -
"they're asleep?" I asked since I didn't hear the twins making any noise,
"Lau's asleep Hao's laying with Pha watching tv." Forth said and then went into the bathroom to shower as well,
I went downstairs to make some food when I heard Hao laughing and then he crawled into the kitchen and hit my foot.
"whats up?" I smiled and picked him up, he just smiled and mumbled random baby stuff,
I smiled and Pha came into the kitchen
"Was he chasing you?" I asked Hao pointed at Pha, he just kept laughing so i figured him and Pha were playing
"He wanted his mom," Pha said while he smiled
"Yes because im their favorite," i smiled
"You think atleast one of the two dads would be a favorite but nope," Pha was joking,
"Minghao, is daddy your favorite or mom?" Forth asked walking into the kitchen
Minghao looked confused for a minute and then hugged me with his tiny arms around my neck,"Mom is always the favorite, i said and hugged Hao,
"We all know Lau prefers Pha and I the most though," Forth smiled and hugged Pha and I
"Thats true," i smiled,
"How's Lau doing?" I asked Pha
"He's ok now, just becareful with his legs," Pha said making dinner for us while i put Hao in his crib to sleep.
I walked back out the the kitchen and stood next to Forth,
"Why aren't you wearing a shirt?" I asked
"Because i just took a shower," he smiled
"Eh good point," i smiled and hugged him while we waited for Pha to finish cooking.
"You think they'll sleep for the rest of the night?" Pha asked as he looked at them through the baby-monitor we had set up
"Probably not, we haven't gotten much sleep in 6 months and when i mean we i mean me," i said yawning
"That's true, sorry baby," Pha and Forth hugged me,
"It's your fault," I was joking but i was also serious
"But you agreed to it," Pha said
"Weren't you the one that was begging?" Forth smirked
"If you both dont shut up i wont kiss/hug/etc..you for the rest of the year," i threatened
"Oh mom's mad im out," Pha jokingly said and then ran away
"Yeah...um im just..oh is that Lau crying im just..." Forth stuttered and ran away from me as well
"That's what i thought losers!" I yelled to them and then started eating dinner
They came back a few minutes later hiding behind pillows
"You won't hurt us right?" Pha said
"As long as you two let me sleep in till 3 tommrow i wont," i said while eating the rice Pha made
"Ok, " they both agreed and then sat down to eat.
I just smiled and kissed them both before getting up to do the dishes after we all finished eating

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I Fell For Them - Journal 2
Fanfiction⚠️Warnings: self harm, depression, suicide/murder are mentioned, mpreg, poly-relationship (this is Book 2 of "Not Wanting to Fall but Falling Anyway") Year 3 - Junior Year - 2 Years after NWTFBFA