[ dix-neuf ]
i'm very ugly
so don't try to convince me that
i am a very beautiful person
because at the end of the day
i hate myself in every single way
and i'm not going to lie to myself by saying
there is beauty inside of me that matters
so rest assured i will remind myself
that i am a worthless, terrible person
and nothing you say will make me believe
i still deserve love
because no matter what
i am not good enough to be loved
and i am in no position to believe that
beauty does exist within me
because whenever i look in the mirror i always think
am i as ugly as people say?
(now read bottom up).
— pretty ugly by abdullah shoaib
