calum
why can't luna leave me alone? i'm on tour. i had to leave her because i couldn't handle being with someone while i have this shit going on. i do love her, but i can't let her get her hopes up. she has to let go. i'll never send those texts because i can't handle the thought of her being even more damaged. she already does drugs who even fucking knows what kind. i wish i could help, but i can't and it does hurt. we were never together, but i guess all the things we did together made it seem as if we were.
she really is the moon to me. she doesn't change like the moon, but she was beautiful like the moon. you couldn't help, but stare. i kinda miss kissing her cheeks and telling her how cute she was.
