12:30pm
luna: under our tree with bun reading the outsiders. she is so sweet. everyone loves her. i also quit doing drugs.
delivered
luna: miss singing with you. missing you tons today.
delivered
i really fucking miss calum. i quit doing drugs a few weeks ago. i remember how hurt calum was when his cousin overdosed on meth. i don't even know if he'd care that happen to me, but i stopped just in case. i rewatch my snapchats of him whenever i feel myself craving cocaine. my favorite one is when he sings can't help falling in love, but in a goofy voice.
we'd always sing together in weird voices because it helped us feel better. i'll always remember him singing adorn by miguel. i really miss my best friend. i miss when he'd give me sunflowers and say how they'll never be as beautiful as me. i wish he told me why he left. i know he's on tour, but why couldn't we still be friends?
