Infinitely Unaware

unwanted.

My problems don't matter
I don't know what I have to do to make people actually care about me and want to be around me
I don't understand why I cant be loved and why my problems are never big enough for people to care
It sucks being alone
Not having anyone
No one to care
No one to love you
No one to check up on you
Not to sound dramatic but-
I have nobody
Who once cared about me is buried 6 feet underground
And decomposing as you read this
I thought I had no more tears left
But I was wrong
But it doesn't matter because
No one ever cares enough to notice
How I'm feeling and how I'm on the verge of ending this
This sad excuse of a life
And this sad excuse of a human that I became
I'm merely a shell of my older self
A shell that's being filled with sorrow and tears,
And pain.
I can't seem to find happiness
Something is wrong.
I just want someone to listen
Anyone.
I just want someone to care.
Anyone.
I don't have anyone.
No one.

07/3/18
@4:43am