It's been a while,
since I decided to acknowledge my feelings.
To acknowledge them means to prioritize.
To give them value, as if i deserve to feel.
Laying here, my feelings washing over me
like a brutal, crashing, breathtaking wave.
I am nowhere near the same person I was a year ago,
2 days ago,
4 years ago when it all changed.
As human beings, we are ever-changing.
Constantly evolving, adapting.
I've adapted to this gut-wrenching feeling,
evolved to deal with it,
conformed to feeling worthless.3:49am
Saturday; July 13, 2019.

YOU ARE READING
Infinitely Unaware
PoésieThey never noticed, They never cared. I was silently crying, dying, breaking. +