Words that bleed

Hi

To the man who I fell,

You are the bane of my existence.
A toxic, poisoned my innocent heart.
I didnt let you control my feelings,
but little did I know you have this seducive art.

I always look for your eyes,
the reason why I fell.
Where I also repeatedly
fooled by it so well.

Looking at her,
Your smile is my pain.
Evaporated me,
the reason why I rain.

I tried to keep my distance,
never look back and move on.
But you have this black magic,
casted me to keep holding on.

I wish I could dectate my heart,
You were never worth it.
But falling inlove is not a mindset,
Its either you stop it or let.

Hi crush, you let my fragile heart shattered.
I know its not you who broke it,
But please, when the moment I finally get up and slowly picking up my broken pieces,
when the moment I start to rebuild, know me as a friend.

I may secretly falling for you,
but I will try to climb.
It may bruise me,
atleast I am trying to save my heart
from a man who can't keep it for me.

-crush