My Fallen Angel

Cigarettes & Lyrics

Blaze

It's been 2 weeks since BVB went on tour and honestly, I miss Andy more and more each day. I can't tell him how badly I want him to come home or he probably will. I text and call the guys so I can find out how Andy is actually feeling, instead of the bullshit he tells me.

I texted Jinxx last night and he told me Andy was coping, but they can tell he misses me. I secretly find it pretty adorable but at the same time I'm worried about him. At least the tour will be over in a couple of weeks and I'll finally get to see them all again.

Today I decided to go and visit Lauren. Her and I had gotten pretty close since the guys left and I was happy to have a friend that was a girl for a change. I got changed into my black skinny jeans, flower crop top and black converse and got into my car. She lived with CC so I knew how to get to their place. I put on the Set The World On Fire cd in the car and headed to the house.

As soon as I pulled up in their driveway, I was pulled into a hug.

"I'm so happy to see you!" she said excitedly.

"Me too...except about you!" I laughed. We went inside and sat on the couch in the living room.

"So CC told me Andy's still upset" she said.

"Yeah. I wish he would go back to his stupid happy self" I said sighing.

"I'm pretty sure he'll be happy once he's back home with you" she laughed.

"I'm scared it's affecting his shows though. It's not fair to the fans" I said.

"It'll be fine. Apparently he's only sad when he's at the hotel"

"That's what Jake told me but I don't want the guys to get annoyed with him" I said frowning.

We talked for a while until Lauren said she was going to get ready to visit her parents. I get a bit jealous sometimes because she has her parents but I don't let it get to me. I don't even understand how we're friends since we're complete opposites. I'm a sarcastic, smartass bitch and she's like a cute, hyper puppy dog.

I got inside mine and Andys house and decided to get drunk because there was nothing better to do. I don't get out of control when I'm drunk I'm just really happy and I tend to trip over things. After a while I checked the time and realised it was 3am so I decided to go to bed. I kinda fell onto the bed which was pretty painful but I fell asleep straight after.