My Fallen Angel

Sweet Blasphemy

Blaze

Soon enough it was the day of the tour. Andy and I drove to the airport and he was quiet the whole time.

When we got to the departure gates, everyone was already there. I even saw CC's girlfriend Lauren who I had met a few times at his parties and she seemed really nice.

Suddenly the loud speaker declared that the plane was boarding now. Andy just gave me a sad look.

"I'm gonna miss you" he said tearing up slightly.

"Andy stop or I'm going to cry and I don't wanna ruin my makeup" I said laughing slightly. He laughed too and suddenly crashed his lips into mine.

"Ill call you everyday" he said holding my hand.

"I know you will" I said. I said goodbye to the other guys who looked as upset as Andy was. well maybe not that upset but close to it. After CC and Lauren had stopped kissing, they all walked onto the plane.

Lauren started crying so I hugged her.

"I'm sorry" she said after a while.

"Don't worry, I'm like that on the inside" I said patting her back.

After I had talked to Lauren, I decided to drive back to mine and Andy's place. By the time I got home, I was in tears. I didn't want to cry in front of Andy because I knew he would feel guilty so i'd been holding it in for a while. It was hard but I knew he had to be there for his fans which I totally respect.

As soon as I got over my crying fit, I decided to watch tv. As soon as I turned it on, the batman movie was playing so I started crying again. It felt weird crying since I hadn't done it in so long. I looked at my arm which had a massive pink scar on it from when I cut it open with the knife.

I turned the tv off and decided to get some sleep. I knew that I would feel better when I wasn't so exhausted and emotional.