My Fallen Angel

Die For You

Andy

It's been a few weeks since we started the tour and I've spent most of my time worrying about Blaze. When I saw her aunt and uncle on the news, I was speechless. Sammi called me and told me Blaze was upset but she would be fine. I don't entirely believe her but I can't just abandon the guys.

They've all been really supportive which is great and I know they get pissed off when I'm upset but they understand what I'm going through. I was talking to the guys backstage before we and did another show when CC came over to me.

"You okay?" he asked patting my back.

"Yeah I've just got a lot on my mind that's all" I sighed.

"You wanna talk about it?" he asked but our manager was telling us to go on stage.

"Maybe later" I said as CC ran out onto the stage and sat behind his drum kit.

One by one the others went on stage until I was the only one waiting in the wings. Soon I heard the drum beat for Fallen Angels and I ran out onstage. The crowd cheered and all my worries disappeared.

-- the next day --

We were sitting around and talking in the hotel room since we had the day off, when my phone rang. It was Sammi. I went outside into the balcony and answered it.

"Hey Sammi, what's up?" I asked. she was quiet for a while.

"Andy, she's not coping. She's not eating or sleeping, she's not doing anything. she didn't want me to tell you because well, you know how she is" Sammi said.

"Put her on the phone" I said. I was not gonna let Blaze feel alone.

"Hey" she said.

"Hey baby, how are you?" I asked.

"Good" she said trying to sound happy but failing.

"Don't lie to me" I said and she sighed.

"Sammi told you didn't she?" she said.

"Yeah she did" I replied.

"I'm sorry" she cried. I calmed her down after a couple of minutes.

"Now what did you make me promise you before I left?" I asked her.

"That you wouldn't mope around" she said.

"Exactly. I want you to promise me the same thing" I said.

"I promise" she sighed.

"Good. I'll call you tonight okay?" I said.

"Okay" she replied.

"I love you Blaze, don't forget it"

" I love you too" she said and hung up.

I walked back inside and lay down on my bed.

"Everything okay?" Ashley asked. Jinxx gave me a look and I knew Sammi had told him what was going on.

"It's Blaze. She's not coping with everything to do with her aunt and uncle and me not being there" I sighed.

"It'll be fine" Jake said and I hoped he was right.