Dear Name

6: Everlasting Blossoms

A teardrop fell from your eyes and onto the page of the diary as you read the letter over and over again, your heart aching helplessly. His words contained his constant pain and wishing for this person and how it almost killed him.

And that person was you. That only crushed your heart even more, knowing that it was because of your absence, so many things happened to him. His depression and suicidal thoughts. You knew you shouldn't have agreed to move to the U.S just to attend that stupid university when your best friend needed you more.

You clasped a hand over your mouth and sobbed hopelessly, unable to do anything to help his pain.

You were so caught up in your thoughts and tears that you didn't notice the being standing in the doorway.

"Is that... you?"

Finally, you turned to the familiar sweet voice that said those very words. Your breath hitched in your throat, not able to speak.

You couldn't believe your eyes as they were locked with the deep, hypnotizing, brown ones of a taller man.

"Seokjin...?" Your voice came out as a whisper.

In a flash, Jin dove onto his knees and attacked you with a tight embrace. The two of you sat there, your arms around each other, relishing in the presence and scent of the other. You sobbed into his chest, no longer holding back. Jin himself let his own tears spill, for he's been dying every single day, every single waking moment, waiting for you. And the two of you have made it.

"Jin... I-I'm so sorry..." You looked up, your eyes glassy with tears. Jin looked on with the same teary eyes, smiling as he stroke your hair and lightly cupped your cheek.

"Don't be. None of it was your fault." He touched his forehead with yours.

"But- but I..."

Jin sliced your words off by planting his lips on yours. Your eyes widened at the sudden action, but you weren't able to retaliate as he pulled you into a deep, meaningful and passionate kiss that you couldn't help but melt into. You kissed him back with the same passion, your lips moving in sync with his and him tilting his head so your lips molded perfectly together. His soft lips cushioned yours, and you felt him pressing into you, wanting more of you. He slowly pulled away, to your slight disappointment.

"I'm sorry. I got ahead of myself. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable..." he rubbed the back of his neck.

You shook your head as you leaned towards him. "You've been waiting so long to do this, I don't blame you." Your lips join again, this time you leading the kiss. His hands grabbed your waist and you felt him smile into the kiss. He let you dominate over him, allowing you to work your magic. You felt pure bliss and happiness as you were overwhelmed with him, even a bit intimidated because he was so much taller than you, but you didn't mind because well, he was Seokjin.

Not your best friend, but...

"Y/N."

Your eyes widened at the sound of your name rolling off of his lips. Jin seems a bit shocked as well, realizing your name after so long.

"Y/N. That's your name."

You nodded happily. "Yes. Yes it is."

You finally remembered.

Jin cheered and yelled childishly to your amusement. "Took you long enough," you teased. He looked away, sheepishly.

"Yeah, I'm sorry... I didn't know what was up with me, not being able to remember the name of someone as important as you..." he explained. You sighed.

"I know. And when I left, you felt suicidal and..."

"...yeah."

You felt your heart drop. "Please, don't ever think of that again. You're worth everything to me, I don't care if you don't remember my name or not— you know you could've always asked— and you're one of the most important people to me. I can't imagine a life without you and your stupid jokes that I always somehow laugh at, your windshield-like laughter, your— I'll admit, exquisite face— everything..." you ranted as Jin looked on with mild amusement.

"I promise, Y/N, I won't. Now that you're back here with me, I automatically feel 100% better. And nothing is ever 100%, except maybe besides me-"

His eyes darted over to your pout. "Okay, maybe you as well, but..."

You cracked up and hit his arm. "Ow! Hey, why did you hit me??" His tone of voice only made you laugh even harder.

"Sorry, hehe."

You handed his diary back to him. "I'm also sorry for reading through your diary, I know I shouldn't have been so nosy..."

Jin took it with a smile. "It's okay. I think I would've rather have you read it than me explaining my depressing thoughts to you. You would've been very annoyed," Jin chuckled.

"No, I can never get annoyed at you! Why would I anyway?"

"I'm not sure, but I know you would be somehow. Anyway, so now that you know about my feelings about you..."

You chuckled. "What do you want me to say, then?"

Jin raised his eyebrow. "Well, ideally I'd want you to say yes to being my girlfriend and staying with me forever, then kiss me again..."

"Then that's what I'll do."

You gave him a quick peck, eliciting a loud "Hey!" from him, followed by the words "Yes, I'll be your girlfriend and stay with you forever."

Jin smiled, his heart finally at ease.

"Now give me a real kiss that you actually mean," Jin demanded playfully. You obliged and sealed his lips again with yours.

Your eyes were tearful as the fond memory appeared in your mind, as you gazed lovingly at the groom that stood in front of you. He held your hands and smiled with the same amount of love, the two of you sharing the same memory.

"I do."

You accept this man and will respect, protect and love him unconditionally.

And needless to say, he will do the same and your love shall last for eternities to come.

"I love you."