Counting My Lucky Stars [BoyxBoy]

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I hope you don't mind me dedicating this to you >,< Thanks for reading this crappy story :D

Chapter Unce

[Jay’s POV]

I stood in front of the door again today, holding up my fist against the door but not knocking. Why? Because I was chicken poopy, that’s why. I was terrified to be rejected for yet the third time, but no matter how hard I tried for the past five days, two hours, seven minutes, thirty fiv-six seconds, I just couldn’t get over it.

I needed to apologize for kissing him again, get some closure than I’ll be able to move on for real.

“What are you doing?” I heard from above me, making me jump ten feet into the air before landing.

My heart pounded as I looked up to see Angel hanging out of his window and smirking a little. “Uh… standing here, what about you?” I said stupidly.

Angel’s eyes grew with amusement, his smirk turning into a smile. “Waiting to see if you’ll leave again like you did yesterday and the day before that and the day before that one too. Come inside,” he instructed. My face turned bright red as he went back into his room, closing the window behind him.

He saw me!? He knew I came every day since that happened and just stood here like an idiot before leaving quickly? I frowned and opened the door, a horrible thought running through my mind. He knew and he didn’t even try to meet me half way.

I stepped into the house, holding my monster hood close to myself as I looked around, the living room had been recently painted and there were no more boxes, making me sigh a little. I guess that shows how much time’s passed.

“Want something to drink?” Angel asked, making me jump again and looked over to him before shaking my head a little. “You sure?” he asked.

I nodded this time. “I’m sure,” I whispered before silently following him into the kitchen with a moments’ hesitation. “Hey Angel?” I asked lightly and he turned to me with a light smile.

“Yeah?” he asked, pulling a glass down from the cupboard and going over to the fridge before pulling out some chocolate milk.

“Never mind,” again, I was being chicken poopy because I’m not good under things like this. I don’t think I’ve ever apologized in the past two and a half years. It’s not that I did something wrong and actually should have said sorry, it’s just that I’ve never really done anything up to this point to be sorry about. And, am I truly sorry now? Of course I was sorry for kissing him… twice, but I don’t want to take it back and say it meant nothing to me, because it did. Of course it did, why wouldn’t it?

Angel looked over at me for a second before sighing, putting the jug of chocolate-y goodness down and coming over to me before engulfing me in a hug. I was surprised as of why he did this, but as soon as my face pressed against his chest, I let out a loud, broken sob.

“Why are you crying?” he asked after a second of just letting my cry into his chest.

I looked up at him and shook my head before stepping back and wiping my tears away. “No reason… Um, I should go, huh?” I said lightly going over to the door and taking the handle.

I paused when I had the door open and looked over at Angel who had followed me to the entry way and was looking at me sadly. “Hey, Angel?” I tried again and he blinked before nodding his head up for me to continue. “I’m sorry… For kissing you I mean. But, I’m not going to forget it, and I’m not going to let myself think it was nothing, because I know it was something,” I said before leaving the room and walking across the street back to my house.

I fought the urge to look over my shoulder because I knew there were holes burning the back of my neck, but what I didn’t expect was to be pulled back and pressed against his chest once again. “Don’t apologize to me, I should apologize to you,” he whispered against my neck and lifting his face to mine and caressed my cheek.

“What?” I asked lightly.

“The second time, I didn’t want you to think it was nothing. I was just so confused, Jay. I understand now that this whole time, I really wanted you to kiss me again and again. I was just so scared of those thoughts,” he breathed against my lips.

Grinning, I got to my tippy toes and connected our lips in a deep kiss, pulling him closer. And our kiss would have lasted a lifetime if clapping from behind me didn’t interrupt it. “Finally!” Cyndy’s voice called and I grinned against Angel’s lips who laughed. “Alright, I’m already getting sick to my stomach of all this nasty lovey dovey shit” she said and I had to pull away from Angel to flip her off.

I was about to kiss Angel again before I was pulled back by my mommy who hugged me tightly. “Oh my baby boy! He has a boyfriend!” she cheered, making me laugh.

“It seems we had a full audience,” Angel muttered with a smile. I finally broke free of my mothers’ sealed grip and looked over to see Cyndy, Emmie, Bry, David and some girl that I swear, looked oddly familiar, standing at the end of my driveway talking to one another.

“Forget this, take me to your house, Angel, then fuck me like crazy,” I said and grabbed Angel’s hand to lead him to his house but once again, I was held back.

“Nope! We’re going to the Center; it’s Thursday, remember?” Cyndy asked. “Why did you think we were here? Emmie offered to pick us all up, we just happened to arrive on time,” she winked. “And it seems we have a new member. Welcome to the Fag Parade, Angel!” she called and fist pumped all the way to Emmie’s car.

Figures. I sighed and looked over at all my friends, family and my new unofficial boyfriend.

“Angel, after this, we’re going to make babies,” I grinned before skipping over to hug Emmie and Bry tightly as I listened to Angel choke in embarrassment behind us.

There may be millions of stars in the sky, but I’ve got the best seven in existence.

GAWD! That was lame…

There are too many E's in the word eleven, I swear...

Anyhow, this is the last of this story, but I'll probably be making revisions and shctuff like that. This was a fast story, and at first it wasn't going to be. There was a lot I wrote - it was 15+ chapters - but I cut Emmie's and Bry's POV out (gave them their own story) and deleted a lot since it was just filler and whatnot. The story had to be put to rest x_x

RIP CMLS, now wait for tomorrow for "LGH" ("Let's Go Home"). Tahtah! :*