I wake up to the sound of the front door.Ashtons is laying next to me and I shake him to wake him up.
"Daddy I heard something downstairs" I whisper.
"It's probably the dog" He groans pulling the blanket over his face.
"No I heard the front door open" I whisper slowly getting out of bed.
"AMELIA I'M HOME!!!" I hear someone yell from downstairs now knowing that it is my mother I stop freaking out.
"Who's Amelia?" Ash asks sitting up from the bed.I start freaking out again khhbjdshvkj I forgot about Ashton.I then realize ash doesn't know my birth name and I freak out more.
"Amelia are you awake?" I hear my mother ask hearing the stairs creek.
"fuck fuck fuck" I mumble putting on my pajamas which were on the floor and throw ashton his clothes.
"Do you have a sister?" Ash asks getting dressed.
"Not exactly" I say pulling my shirt over my head.
"Ameliaaa" My mother says opening my door.
"Oh..Oh Lia who's your friend?" My mom asks and ashton just stares at me and then relization hits him.
"I'm Ashton ,I'm Amelias boyfriend" He says shaking my mothers hand.UYGjhhjhhhjbgadshfbjdhfhshjfbafhjbjhbdfshjbsdjhjhdfhjfhnvfdhbfhfljhefbjhfbvjhdfhvjhfbjhdfhvhcvjh What did hE JusT whOAh.I stand there shocked watching my BOYFRIEND and MOTHER shake hands.
"Lia never told me she had a boyfriend" My mom says pulling me into a hug.
"He just asked me out last night mom" I say pulling away from the hug.
"Well I'm gonna make some breakfast and you can tell me all about how you guys met and how this came to be while we eat" My mom says heading back downstairs.
"Soooooo Amelia?" Ash asks sitting down on the bed.
"It's my birth name..." I say sitting down next to him.
"Why doesn't she call you Robin?" He asks grabing a hold of my hand.
"She doesn't support me, She doesn't understand.." I say looking down sudden saddness washing over me.
"Awww its okay baby i'm sorry"He says pulling me into a hug.
"Well I'm gonna get changed so I'll be back" I say grabbing some clothes from my closet and going to the bathroom.
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(^ Robins outfit)
I get done changing and me and ash go downstairs to the kitchen.
"No no no look dress like a boy all you want when I'm not here but when I'm here you are my daughter and you will dress like a girl" My mom says pointing up the stairs.I walk back up to my room and change.(trigger warning - self harm)I don't understand why she cant except me..I sat there crying on my bathroom floor for what felt like forever when i couldn't take it anymore What I'm about to do is really bad and i know i shouldn't but it's my way of coping with things i guess..No one knows of this and no one ever will.I get my razors from my hiding place and press the cold metal against my skin and make 10 markings on each arm.I clean myself up and bandage my arms and change into a girly outfit for my mothers sake.
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(^Robins new outfit)
I make my way back downstairs and to the kitchen.
"Ahh see now isn't that better" My mom says giving me a hug.
"You look cute" Ash says as I sit down next to him.
"Thank you" I whisper.We sit and eat breakfast and talk about how me and ash met and how we started dating.Gfhfsfnjknslsfkjvjkdfsnguehhjdhgjkshgksdfhgfhgkus GoD WhAt A MoRNinG bbksdkdshfkdsh.
