It's now 8pm Im staying at Robins again because I love my baby.We spent the whole day hanging out with his mom shes cool once you get past all the transphobia and homophobia.She got called into work about 20 minutes ago and is now on a plane to cali.I don't know how Robbie does it being away from his mom all the time and being stuck home alone for most of his life and no father figure.He is an amazing person and he deserves so much better than me but im glad he mine and only mine.Speaking of Robin he comes back in his room and lays down next to me.
"What took you so long?" I ask him
"I had to put food and water in the dog and cats bowls and then Daisy and Binx kept on trying to attack Peanut" He says like it was the worst thing ever.
"Awww I'm sorry baby" I say kissing his forehead.Robin gets up to change into pjs is my guess and I notice a small red spot on his bottom.oh no.. what do i say?How do i say something without coming off badly? I panic and run my hands through my hair.
"hey baby boy, can we talk a sec?" i ask.He comes over to me and i grab his hands.
"I think you started your period.." I say trailing off not trying to make the situation worse"I say kissing his forehead trying not to make him uncomfortable.I can't imagine how all of this must feel.
"Oh No" robin says with sadness.
"Don't worry i got this covered" i say and I leave Robins house and go to the store and buy lots of snacks.I get back to the house and take everything upstairs and put a movie on netflix.Robin walks into his room and runs to me and hugs me.
"You really did all of this for me?" he asks looking like he's about to cry.
"Of course, I love you so much baby boy" I say giving him a kiss.
"I love you too Daddy" he says hugging me.
Robin pov.
As soon as I heard what came out of Ashtons mouth I started tearing up.I hated periods I'm a boy I'm not supposed to get them.Everytime I get one it reminds me that I'm not really a boy and I hate it.When I hear the front door close I head into the bathroom and take a nice long much needed shower.When I get out of the shower I stare at myself in the mirror.Stupid breast...Stupid period...Stupid Girl...I break down and cry why am I like this? Why can't I just want to be a girl? Why can't I just be I boy? I wish I was a boy.I pull out my razor and make 5 cuts on each arm and 10 on each thigh, I've been getting really bad again and this whole situation doesn't help, I just wish i could normal.I clean myself up and change into my pjs.I walk into my room and see Ashton already there.He has a bunch of snacks laied out on the bed and a movie playing.I run to him and hug him as tight as I can.
"You really did all this for me?" I ask tearing up again.
"Of course, I love you so much baby boy" He says kissing me and I melt.
"I love you too Daddy" I say hugging him again.We lay in my bed watching movies and eating snacks until we both eventually fall asleep.
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this is Peanut
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this is Daisy
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this is Binx
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