Out of every incident that could possibly happen why did it have to be THIS of all things?!
Little did i know that the CAUSE of seeing HIM
Would lead to such a BIG EFFECT
HAPPY WRECKING!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Please be patient with me! Much love! �...
"Nooo!" I exclaimed. Today was one of my only few days off to do nothing ,and all I wanted to do is sleep.
"You have 5 minuets!" "Come on Han-Yeong!"
She yelled. I very slowly rolled out of bed pouting with an attitude.
I'll just have to find somewhere to go to get away from mom I guess. I groaned as I slowly walked to get ready to seize the day. ——————————— I decided to walk around to the Dance Class Academy and see if coach could give me a few pointers.
Even though my body was exhausted I had to because, I was still anxious. *step up* *step up* *step up* ......
I just had to........
I'm not being selfish, I just simply need to get better! I think?...... This is Lee-Jin's fault and it somehow effected me.
I sluggishly walked up to the door as I took my last few steps.
I peeped through the door. ————————————- ———————— But instead, I saw.....
Lee-Jin and Je-Won
Wait what?! Nobody is allowed in here unless Coach is here!
I slowly walked away.
"Heyyy Han-Yeong! aren't ya gonna speak?" Je-Won said with a smirk.
I just ignored her words as I slowly walked away.
"Really?! Did your mother raise you like that??"
"Or is your mom gone too? Maybe that's why your dad left, because he didn't want You anymore" she said laughing
........... I was speechless.... I don't understand how she knows, I'm not popular and as far as I know, no rumors were spread.
I stopped walking and turned around.
"LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY!!" "WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU!" I yelled.
I tried..... I really tried not to cry..... I kept holding back tears and my voice was filled with sorrow.
"You wanna know so bad??" She said.
I didn't care so i just walked away. I just wanted to run away, and I know for sure I did nothing wrong intentionally to ANYONE, so I left it alone before my foot just sunk deeper into the trench that I was already in.
I looked to the corner of my eye and saw Lee-Jin just standing there. The WHOLE time, she could've did something! ——————————————— By the time I ran away from the Academy, it had started thundering and I felt a little drops of light rain land on my head as it started drizzling.
It was the perfect weather for my mood and I just wanted to go home and cry.
I've been letting every single little thing get inside my head but this time I know for sure that she was wrong about Dad.
He always loved me and was fun to be around, he was there for me through thick and thin. ———————————— ———————————————— *promise me that you will find someone worth living for in the future Okay?*
*I want you to know that that's all it takes to have a successful life like your mother and I*
I walked home thinking about Dad and only Dad .
* I promise that I'll always be there for you*
That's what he told me when I was sad that my Guinea Pig had died. He said all I would ever really need is family and to be with him to keep me happy.
I smiled at that moment in my mind.
I went to eat at a restaurant downtown not to far from the house before I got home so that Mom wouldn't bug me about eating like she always does.
I saw Lee-Jin walking somewhere precisely.....
Looking for someone?
She stared at me.
And I looked away in embarrassment.
I put down by bill and quickly left before she got a chance to come through the restaurants door. ————————————————- I am weak Dad.... I am broken..... How did you ever make it through this world?....
*all you need is someone to live for. All you need is your family....*
Are you still here Dad?? You said you promised.... Don't leave me...
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