Cause And Effect

JI-WON

Authors Note: this chapter is on Ji-Won's POV. And also, if you made it this far, The important parts of the book with be coming up in a few more chapters! 🙃

I love school. It helps me let out my anger, but I'm never really myself....

"JI-WON!"
"Get come here!" My dad is always mad at me.

"Clean the House!" He's always yelling at me.

He always has a different lady in the house since my parents got divorced.

He's always yelling at me. Its scary.

"Go loose weight" He would say. Go clean this and that.

Its like I'm his new maid or something. I should've gone with mom.

His anger feeds off on me.

It makes me hate myself.

That's why I'm the way I am now. The way I am, at school.....

Everyones life seems so perfect except mine. Han-Yeong's dad died, I spied on her that day , despite of her dad, at least her parents still lover her.

I envy that.......

But I also hate that.
The more she tries to stand up to me, the more I hate her.

Its pathetic how she thinks that her life is so bad because the only person who should feel that way is ME.

I'm the only one who has a horrible life.

I'm the single child, My dad is always mad at me and on top of that, I'm tired of all these random women in the house.

But  he doesn't care....

I was blind to think he would be there for me.........

Now hate is all I know.
In a way, It still made me happy because I can still let my anger out on others......