BitterSweet

Scared

Reaper Pov

You stood there looking through the window of the gym watching y/n take out some steam on a punching bag. Y/n was completely unaware of how often you followed her and watched her. You were lost in thought looking at y/n but was derailed by Sombra.

"You know you can't hide who you are forever, she will find out one day" Sombra giggled a little

Your teeth gritted behind your mask in irritation but you didn't say anything and Sombra continued. 

"I mean, Soldier 76 and Ana know that you are really Gabriel underneath there, what if they tell her, what if she hates you for lying and letting her suffer" You turned to Sombra who has an almost evil smile on her face. 

"Don't say that name ever again, Gabriel is dead" You snarled causing her to only move closer to you in a tormenting way. 

"You know, she messages McCree almost every night, what if he convinces her to come back to Overwatch, I mean after all she is very close to him" She laughs

"Go away before I kill you Sombra!" You barked causing her to back away but the smile never left her face as she walked away. 

When she was gone you sighed and went back to watching you in sadness. 

When you thought y/n looked over at you, you turned into a black mist and sulked away. 

y/n pov

You went back to your room after your gym session, you were exhausted and just wanted to relax at your computer. You changed into only your black nightshirt and then you proceded to turn off all the lights except the one you kept in the window.  You collapsed in the chair at your computer, you noticed many missed messages from McCree. You kept it from McCree that you worked for Talon now, but judging by all these messages he found out.

You decided to call him on the computer, he answered and his face was filled with pure disappointment.

"McCree I-I'm sorry" You started but McCree's face didn't change 

"Just why? Why y/n, we spent years together fighting this same organization and then you go an join them?" McCree seemed almost speechless, you looked away from the screen before continuing. 

"When Gabriel died I had no purpose, I wasn't a person....and Overwatch brought to much pain, so I decided to let this give me purpose" You looked at him with a sadness. McCree took off his hat and ran his fingers through his hair before sighing, you hated seeing McCree mad at you, you still cared about him and he was always your best friend.

McCree face soon filled with worry "What will happen if you are forced to fight me? Would you try to kill me?" 

You hadn't thought about that, you knew deep down that you couldn't bring your self to that and would probably just let McCree end you. You didn't answer and just gave him a sad headshake "no."

"Come back to Overwatch, come back and fight with me, you know that Talon is ruining the world. I know I can not bring back Gabriel but do you think that he would want you in Talon?" McCree gave a heartwarming persuasive smile. 

You almost gave into him but you heard movement in the corner of your room, your eyes dart to the corner of the kitchen and you thought you saw a black mist in the shape of a man in the darkness. You looked back at McCree with a concerned look, "McCree I have to go, sorry, we will talk later." Before McCree could answer you closed the call.

 You stood up and walked into the darkness of your room, "Are you spying on me?" you asked as anger slowly took over.

Instead of a reply from the mist it quickly formed into Reaper, Reaper darted forward to you and quickly spun your back into the wall, he pinned your hands with his claws and his body pressed against yours making you unable to move. You tried to get your self out of his grasp but he was too strong, he then dug his claws into your hands causing you to cry out in pain and also causing your body to stop resisting. You clenched your teeth and your eyes narrowed onto his mask in anger. 

He looked over at your computer and then his mask looked back at you, his claws dug deeper. 

"How often do you watch me?" You snapped 

His claws eased up a little  and avoided your question "Don't talk to people in Overwatch unless you want to be killed as a traitor" he growled

"I'm not a traitor" You barked as you began to struggle to get free again.

He released one of his hands from yours and you were about to wiggle free until he took his fist and punched a hole in the wall next to your head and you froze slightly in fear. You widened your eyes at him and trembled slightly. 

"Are you afraid of me?" His voice low

You hesitated and then proceeded to lie "No, why would I be scared of someone like you." Your eyes narrowed again and you felt a bit of confidence. 

Your confidence shattered as he began to laugh as he moved his mask closer to your face making your heart race slightly, he took his claw and traced your bottom lip that was practically quivering. "How has this mouth of yours not gotten you killed" he whispered before grabbing you by the collar and throwing you violently into the counter you cry out a little but you stayed there leaned over it as Reaper pressed his body behind you. He took his claws and moved your hair from the back of your neck exposing it, he then tickled his claw from the back of your neck to the front and then gripping your throat almost preventing you from breathing and pulled you up and he leaned next to your ear. "How about now?" He growled, you wanted to give in as you trembled in fear but your pride wouldn't allow it. "Ha, you are not even the least bit frightening" You spat. 

He then releases you by your throat and proceded to yank you by your hair back harshly causing you to fall on your back on the floor with a loud thud knocking the wind out of you in the process, you gasped a little bit before you could run Reaper got on top of you pinning your hands with his to the floor as he straddling you. "You would be scared if you saw the monster behind this mask" his voice was at a low growl. You stopped struggling under him and laid still, your eyes focused on the mask. "Then show me." Your voice shook as he gave a little chuckle and released his hands from yours. With one of his hands, he took off one of the clawed gloves. You looked at his hand, it was scared like his chest and his fingernails were a light blue like a corpse. You flinched as he brought his hand to your cheek, he gently rubbed your cheek, his hands were cool on your skin and you strangely liked it. 

He sighed "I wouldn't want to scare you with that amor" Your eyes widened at that word he said "amor" you have heard that before from Gabriel and before you could ask him what it meant you felt the weight of his body disappears into a black mist and the mist disappeared under your door that lead to the hallway. You sat up in confusion and looked around, you had no idea what all just took place. Your body ached from being thrown around, you knew you had a few bad bruises now but you were used to that feeling.