BitterSweet

Black as despair

Long chapter sorry :) 

You awake strapped to what looks like a medical table,  for the first time in years you truly felt fear, you went so many years welcoming death but things were different now. You became startled when you heard a familiar Irish accent from Moira approaching you. 

"I have waited so many years to perfect my experiments, but finally this will be the final product." She was now in view, her red short hair was sticking up in different directions and her pale sharp-featured face seemed to haunt you this very moment, her lab coat was draped around her tall body and was holding a syringe.

"W-what are you planning to do?" Your voice had a slight tremble.

"I will make you powerful, more powerful then Reaper." She laughed. 

You flinched as she brought the syringe to your delicate flesh on your arm and began injecting the fluids, she then brought another one from her pocket, this one was filled with a jet black liquid. 

"You will be taking a little nap, well a little bit of a long one and for this to work, it will have to feed off all of the negative emotion in you so let's just say you will have a few nightmares. She smirked.

"My whole life is a nightmare" You mumble under your breath but she must have heard it because she gave a little chuckle.

Now that she mentions it you began to feel very tired and right before you fell asleep you felt the next syringe poking into you but soon you fell asleep and were no longer able to feel anything or hear anything. 

The nightmares where horrible, the worst was almost a memory of the Swiss base blowing up but there were things in the dream that never happened and you where thankful.

The Nightmare

You ran down the hallway of the Swiss base running after your commanders who were still in the heat of the argument. 

You were about to grab Commander Reyes arm but you tripped and fell, you left your arm outstretched trying to grab the now faraway Reyes still arguing with Jack down the hall. You felt helpless you couldn't find the strength to get up as you watched them both disappear. You cried out as an explosion shook the hall and your ears began to ring like a stopping train, when the shaking stopped you got up and ran down the hall but wobbled from side to side from panic and shock, soon you stood at the edge of rubble and you hear crying out. 

"Y/n...."Someone cried out from the rubble.

You ran towards the rubble and began digging through the debris. 

You gasped and held your mouth as tears poured from your eyes.

Reyes laid there buried in rubble. His rich caramel skin was now covered with blood and wounds. You run your fingers through his dark brown hair but never left eye contact with his warm eyes that now seemed to be fading, you moved your hand down to his dark goatee and held his chin. 

"No Gabriel please...don't leave me again...please...I love you...." You cried 

He didn't move he didn't flinch, now blood dripped from his lips.

Soon a slight rage fell around you as you gripped the collar of his black shirt. "You are my commander, you can't just leave all of your Blackwatch lieutenants alone like this we need a leader, we need to show the world that Blackwatch is good for the world!" You screamed

A smile spread across Reyes's bloodied face and struggled to say something so you leaned closer to him trying to hear the mumbled words. 

"You failed me Y/N.....you left me to die and you let 'her' turn me into a monster!" He growled,