The summer just started 2 weeks ago and it feels like most people that I kow avoids me, gets on my nerves, and don't even try to understand my feelings, even tho I have moments where I can't understand my own feelings.
No matter what I say, what I do, people will just have a look at me and then turn their cold backs like nothing happened! I've always been a big mouth kind of person, expressing myself in many ways but.. lately.. it just feels pointless. Lies that people care about you when they actually don't give a dman on you and what you do.. I feel like my own voice is fading, I feel isolated, I feel like in this moment I could drown in my own tears and no one would even care why.
I feel like I am truly alone, and that I really have no meaning in this world, no destiny, nothing.. What I do doesn't matter to anyone, anyone at all, it's all pointless and I don't know why I struggled all my life to get people's attention when it comes about my things. They were never interested, they considered everything meaningless and stupid. When I think about all of that now, I feel how my eyes want to sheed tears.. but I try to keep them back.. not now.. not yet.
05.07.2018
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High school life
Non-FictionIt's about my high school days. 100% real facts, all from my point of view. Also thoughts about my classmates. It's more like a public journal, it will be intresting. It also might apear few unrealistic chapters that are more about what my imaginat...
