Love? Real or a lie

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People say "I love you" , "I care about you" , "I'll never leave you".
But guess what? All of those are just lies lies lies. Never believe what they say, they'll betray and hurt you without hesitation.
How can I say that?
Simple. I've been through that and because of having faith I've been shattered. Everything was just a lie, he never cared about me, even if I would be on my way to certain death, he would still not care, he'd keep his back turned. All that time was just an illusion, in the end, he only wanted to hurt me, make me feel miserable, just like other people do, and enjoy that.
My problem is that I loved this cold jerk, and I can't replace him. I loved him for too long and now I can't get him out. It just hurts me more and more.
I want to get back, but I know it's just a lie.. a lie that I almost couldn't live without.
No one really knows about this.. but I hope they will, so they can make me forget about him, and move on.
I hope one day, he'll suffer just like I did. He really deserves it.
So remember, love is just a sickness.

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