History. what a tragedy.

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   9th of October 2016
So, we have like, in every Monday two classes of history and 2 of Geography. For now I'm ok with Geography but History tries to turn me into ancient history!! We have to learn from my notes for a 6 (possible E, I think) to learn from the book for an 8 (C more exactly) and for that freaking 10 (A of course) I have to also know from the previous lesson. And HECK! If you want us to learn from our books and what we wrote in our notebooks is essential then just tell us to learn from our books for God's sake!!! Right now I'm at the lesson about "the ancient European tribes" or something like that.
 
  10th of October 2016
So, I offered myself for the lesson. I was so freaked out, and panicked, and I was feeling like this is my end, I'm gonna fail, no joke... well, I said what I saying, I felt like everything that I had in my head was drowning, like I was finished. I was keep saying from that lesson about Greeks and Traci (don't know the English term yet, I'm sorry... it's an ancient tribe anyway so... i guess that most of you don't care) and I was like "ummm... what I missed" "uhhh. Uh... oh yeah" and I was keep making confusion between cause and consequences... and first she wanted to give me a 8/C... but I just said few details about Greeks and I've got a 9/B. And in my mind I was like "YOOOOOOLLLLOOOOOO!!!! I'VE GOT THE SWAG. I'M FREAKING UNSTOPPABLE!! HUE HUE (OwO)" and that insecurity and fear of falling suddenly disappeared. And I also took an 10/A at geography because I was keep answering to the lesson. So yeah, this was Monday... forgot to mention how freaking funny and akward I was at the gym class. Geez, I was keep yelling excited and jumping around. Geez, I was waaaay too full of energy, but because we've played pretty serious basketball, I've sweated.. yeah, but it was cool. I liked it. And I fell with talent during the P.E. but I've rose up and I kept on walking/running, because I'm Theo, duuh. Now the joy is gone and I feel like I'm gonna find my end again my end because of the chemistry test, not because of the Romanian one, which is in the same day with this one. And that teacher doesn't teach at all... Geez, she tries to kill us slowly and more painfully than the history teacher, but at least the history teacher is teaching us something, not like this old woman that teaches us almost nothing for God's sake. And I also have biology test this Friday. Yeah, the test week. I feel like I'm already dead. 😒😒😒

yup. This is a journal chapter. Like I said this book is more like a journal. It reminds me of a book that I've read recently "The novel of a shortsighted teen" by Mircea Eliade. So, see you next time when I have time. And Yzma. You're wrong. He could get any deader, I could get any deader. Life, what I can say.

Most of us fail. But not many of us try to rise up and face the fate. It's better to stand up and try again rather than never ever try again. The satisfaction of what you've achieved will feel better after one or more failures. So, in conclusion, try to stand up no matter what. Be strong, try to become or feel invincible for a short while.        ~Theodora C

Something that I came up with. If what I wrote there was already written then at least somebody tell me who was that person or author





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