High school life

Dreams and Fantasies

Not long ago (7th of November), I had a weird dream. I was in an unknown town. Yup in the sky there was a moon on it's first phase, and an other moon that was purple, and it's weird purple light was turning some teenagers and people into vampires. (I don't watch series with vampires and stuff like that. If it seems familiar to you, just tell me) I could see their weird red eyes and fangs and the dream me tought that this was all just a joke, prank to scare me so I stepped into the purple light but nothing happened to me. A thing that I noticed before stepping into the purple light. Those vampires were only in the purple light area, it was like the would be killed if they were getting out of that light. Anyway, I was grabbed by a vampire girl. She was blonde, had a ponytail and she was wearing glasses and she was looking at me and shows her fangs and wants to bite my neck. And what do I do to defend myself? I spit her in the face. I was trying to keep her busy so she won't bite me. And she was telling me that I can't go like this forever. I was just waiting the purple moon to pass, and she tried to bite me from one side of my neck and I turned my head and I spit her in the face. (LOOOL!!! I'm imagining that lama that was spitting that guy in the face. So hilarious. Or a goat, whatever)

So yeah, when I spit her she took my distraction as an advantage and bit me from the other side and she succeed. After a while I woke up. 
             That's all folks!

10 November
I feel like nothing can cheer me up right now (which is half true). I really miss Ford. It's like he faded away and he's just gone, I can't reach him. I hadn't had a dream with him for a long time nor drew him for a while. I think that's the cause of my depression or sadness or whatever. For you it might not have sense, but that's the thing. No one can understand me, even I can't understand myself. Someone once said "Know yourself". Easy to say, hard to do. I kinda of understand the shortsighted's teen point of view. I really understand him. He's a character from Mircea Eliade's book that I mentioned it few chapters ago I think. Anyway, we might truly know other people than we know ourselves. Sometimes you're misunderstood, which is really annoying because people interpret the things that you say and you want to mean something with them, they understood just what they want. This world is really fascinating and odd.
Song that I'm listening to right now: Been on ~ G-Eazy
   And now I'm gonna tell something that a person said to me once, and that person could see this or not, but I'm not tagging him/her.
     "Remember, remember
     The 20th of November"