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Late Night Rant

My mind confuses me. I'm defiantly not genderfluid, I hate she/her pronouns for myself.

I'm trans I'm a guy I like he/him pronouns but they don't always sound right. Sometimes they/them feels more comfortable.

Maybe it's just part of transitioning and coming out that makes it awkward to finally image he/him pronouns when it's always been she/her.

I guess it's just my way of trying to push off the truth, thinking that if it wasn't so dramatic people would except me. But I want to be Logan, I want to be Him, I want to be me.

I just want to be me.

I'm going to come out to my best friend soon, if I lose her I'm as good as dead. If I vanish she rejected me and I killed myself. Or I'm weeping violently in my closet.

Oh well.

~Logan 🌸