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Life Sadness

I was just informed that my grandpa doesn't remember that my house is my house.

He's had increasing memory loss and it's beginning to get really bad. At first I'm was just small things, now it's just... worse.

My dad told me that he asked my grandma when the owners of my house where coming home. He also asked if my house was a hotel.

It's really sad and scary because he's been here so many times and he's just... forgetting.

My dad told me not to be surprised if he asks me what my name is or stuff like that.

I don't want my grandpa to forget all the time we've spent together, I don't want him to forget my grandma. I don't want him to end up in a nursing home as a little old man who forgot about everything he once loved.

I don't want to loss my grandpa, but there's nothing I can do. I guess this shows how much wanting something does for you.

It does just about nothing. Please send me much mental happiness, I need it at the moment.

Anyway
See ya.