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you could smell the hot coco from outside his apartment, luckily this time he hadn't burned it. as he poured it into the biggest travel mug he had and handed it to serenity.
" thank you wiggy, i really appreciate you. " she cracked a small smile
" anything for you, you're my best friend, regardless if we aren't able to see each other every day or every other day, you're still in my heart. " wiggy placed his hand on hers, " it's only been a couple of minutes and my house feels like home again. "
they get in a bear hug, the two hadn't seen each other in months as they rarely saw each other but they always texted.
" you're my best friend, you're the one who i can truly talk to about anything. " she sighed, " you were the first person i told about liking brandon and then about zion. meanwhile you were once someone i liked too and well you don't judge me. you know how much you mean to me. "
" much love serenity. " he sighed, " but come on tell me why you're here and why your mascara is running. "
" it's a story to tell isn't it. well after the cheating scandal, i couldn't handle the embarrassment of going back home or continuing the pop up shops. so i stayed at jay's place where i could clear my head and stay lowkey. but i never did really clear my head, i was still heart broken. it was my first real heartbreak, and the truth was, i would have taken him back if he asked. but i realized why? he hurt me on purpose and made it publicly that he wanted to. i thought that i wasn't the type of girl he really wanted or even flaunt over for. the situation made me have low self esteem about myself and i felt like i could never bounce back. thinking about all that time i spent with him, in my house and his house. it just took time away from my art and the heartbreak took even further time. everything just fucked in my head and i didn't want to tell anyone how i felt. i felt so lonely and i didn't even notice a sign of it, like how was he capable of that when he still talked to me like normal? it didn't make sense but he did what he did and when i went back to la, i knew i had to reassure myself and try to go back to usual. and well i helped cole with a shoot but little did i i know it was for them. i stayed and helped but i had a moment with zion that i knew shouldn't had happened. so i left. i left everything and ran. my heart was still broken but it felt like it was being put back slowly, but by zion. and i didn't want to admit the little touch made me happy. and i was around in the city, i wasn't going to live a new life but i wanted to go back confident. and i bumped into zion. he stayed at my hotel, for that week. well we got along just fine , better than fine. he made me realize there is light that the darkness stole. so we returned back, together as a couple. and everything was perfect with me and zion, he was my first. he made me confident. our love was different than mine with brandon. with us dating but i thought brandon would somewhat be okay, but i knew he would still be hurt. but i didn't think how bad, he was bothered. he legit said the only reason me and zion were together was because our sexual life but it's not right. and then he went off admiting that he didn't cheat on me. i guess, he did it so zion could have a chance? he didn't talk to me about it or zion , he ignored my feelings. what he did wasn't right. at all. and i didn't want to hear anymore of it because it made me sick. and then i questioned my love for zion. and i'm still questioning things , i don't want to hear the truth right now. " she let it all go
wiggy held her hand, " you have every right to be mad, sad, or whatever you're feeling but do you have an idea on what you're going to do about zion? "
she raised an eyebrow, she hasn't really thought anything straight, with her thoughts going round and round
" i don't want to face the truth at least not right now, as fucked up as it seems. "
" serenity, you can't ignore this issue. if you do, then do you really love zion? i know you don't have to call him right now maybe in a couple of hours but don't leave him out of the blue. especially since you want to know the truth, what's stoping you? "
" i'm afraid to get my heart broken again. " she let out, " no one has ever broken my heart besides brandon and i don't want zion to break it. "
" you won't know until you ask him. "
" i know, i will. but can i just stay here and think meanwhile? i missed your cats. "
" sure. "
wiggy didn't understand what there was to think about, but he did understand why she was hurt, her first heartbreak wasn't even real in the eyes of brandon. wiggy only hoped the situation would get better from here. she shouldn't have left the scene even if the truth was hard to hear
serenity grabbed her phone to take a photo of wiggy & his cats but she saw 2 new messages pop up,
BRANDON ARREAGA if you want to hear the truth, all of it, then meet me later at the café of our first date, today @5 im sorry, please hear me out amor.
ZION K 🤍 baby, please answer me. i just want to see that you're okay, wherever you are.
please can we still go for our middle of the day binge at our usual diner? @5, to talk about everything? love you baby.
serenity took this as the chance, now it's all about who she's going to meet to fix the past or continue with the present.
