Make him happy

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millie

i cant belive what i just saw... i just.. im angry , im so angry. im angry at her for doing that even though she literally hoours ago told me to break up wit my boyfriend and be with him . im angry at him for just being him but im more angry at myself for being angry,,, i have no right, i should be happy yelling at sadie"YAAAS QUEEN I SHIIIIIPPP #FAAAADIEEEE" but instead im staring at them and crying because im jelouse my best friend is so perfect that she deserves the perfect guy which so happens to be the perfect guy for me.

i see him walk away and i notice sadie is confused about something. i dont say anything i just stare. as she turns around to walk into her home we make eyecontact, i notice a tear run down her cheek but im frozen like a deer in headlights i wanted to give her a smile but i couldnt . im hurt.

us kids have the day off while the adults shoot their scenes ,i was going to invite jacob over but i prefer some me time for the day.

i hear a knock and when i open i see before me a very scared sadie. niether of us say a thing i just move aside and gesture for her to come in. she does then she follows me into my room where we could talk in piece.

"so im assuming you saw?" i nod

"and im assuming yout mad?"

"i was"
"millie look im so-"

"for what? for telling me to leave my boyfiend and telling me to go with finn? or for lying to me ? oh how about for stabbing me in the back?"

"excuse me? stabbig you in the back? millie i have liked the kid since the day i saw him okay? lets get THAT straight
AND i always planned on telling you but i could see it in your eyes that you felt something for him so i stepped aside But your dumbass decided to go with saggytits like what the fuck mille?"

"sadie it hurt"

"i know.. and thats the problem. i never wanted to do that. but millie im tierd of putting your happiness before mine. i want to be with him and he told me he wants to be with me."

"he said that?" my voice making my hear break quite obvious

"im sorry"

"i cant do this right now sadie"

"i never ment to hur-"

"i know but please , can you leave?"

as she walks out i burst out crying. this is all my fault, i did this to myself i hurt myself by thinking about fame and not what truely makes me happy.. and now i lost my happiness to her , now shes the one who will have that goofy little dork saying the dumbest things to try and make her laugh. i dont thin i can forgivve her.. or forgive myself for being the biggest idiot ever.im stuck with this loser while my best friend is with the boy of my dreams..

hello um so let me now how you guys like it so far! and if you uys have anymore ideas on this let me know becuse im always open to suggestions .. annyway dont forget to vote on this please

XOXO mel