Make him happy

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"Oh please just stop I don't want to hear it anymore, okay? I am so tired of looking like a bloody idiot all thanks to you!"
"To me?, the fuck did I do to you? Besides make you even more famous"
"Oh really? Well guess what mr.saggy tits I would give up my fame if it meant not haven't to keep putting up with this stupid act any longer"
"Oh you think it's that easy?" He said it so.. calm it was terrifying but not as terrifying as what he attempted to do
"No one breaks up with me .you hear me?!" He said as he pinned my arms against the wall behind me and pulling in his face closer and closer to mine
"Jacob let me go .please ..for both of our sakes let m-"
"SHUT UP!! You're mine Millie until I decide you're not" he let go and walked out the trailer slamming the door behind him
I stand their stunned I don't know what to say all that keeps coming to my head is "why did I do it why did I do this!"
I text Sadie to come to my trailer and she arrives within seconds.i don't tell her much I just sit their staring with a tear or so rolling down my cheeks . Sadie is the one who helped me realize my feelings towards Finn so I didn't need to say much for her to know I was crying
"HEY MILLSTEEERRRR!!" I hear Finn as he's coming up the steps. I stare at Sadie and beg her to stay quiet. Finn tries to open the door a few times then I hear him yell out "I DONT THINK SHES HERE GUYS!" Followed by his fading footsteps
I look at Sadie and full blown cry now
"What am I doing with my life  I just . I can't keep doing this ! That boy has ruined me in a matter of months"
"break up with him Millie it's sim-"
"I have ... many many many times Sadie ... WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?" I say half yelling
Sadie breaks the silence "tell him"
"Tell who"
"Finn "
"What? No omg Sadie are you cra-"
"You have to tell him you love him . Not in full detail if you don't want to but do say the words ' I love you finnie'
"I can't do that"
"Look Millie , until you say those words to him face to face you will live with guilt and if he feels the same way maybe he can help you leave Jacob"
I don't say anything. I look out the window and see the boys walking back to their trailers. I see Finn falling behind on his phone. Seconds after I receive a call from him but I let it go to voicemail. I look at him and see him end the call and I immediately listen to it
" hey mills it Finn... I'm I passed by your trailer earlier. Wanted to see if you wanted to got to the fair I mean me and gaten and Caleb and ..I mean well anyway I assumed you were with Jacob so I didn't ask but maybe we can go before the fair leaves you know we um all of us or not you know anyway .. bye Millie" he tries to hang up but I hear a faint stupid stupid stupid towards the end . The world doesn't deserve this little dork