I love you but it's RPW

Chapter 5

Hi! Good morning/evening to you, I am sorry for my late updates (took months) but I will try to be active again. Lovelots! <3

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We went to the mall and I bought stuffs like new clothes and even make ups, I don't wear these but Zaira told me that she'll come here tomorrow and teach me the basics. After all, I still want to look simple even when I am trying to impress someone.

These past few days I have been really bored, I haven't checked my social medias either, especially my role play account. I don't know, for me it's boring besides, I've got tons of paper works to do but might as well check it, kahit 30 minutes lang.

As soon as I opened it, my phone just won't stop vibrating plus the name Axe Smith keeps on showing. He misses me that much, huh?

FRI AT 6:32 AM

Axe: Just woke up, babe. Good morning
Axe: Eat breakfast, hmm? 'Wag ka magpapalipas please.

12:45

Axe: Tapos na klase ko that's why I am checking up on you pero wala ka pang reply. I miss you
Axe: By the way, mapapaaga ako ng uwi mamaya
Axe: By 4 pm, i-chachat kita. Gonna eat lunch already. Love you

4:01

Axe: Wala ka padin?
Axe: Hey

7:15

Axe: Tapos na ako sa breakfast, lunch and supper yet wala ka pading reply.
Axe: I miss you babe sana kumain kana

11:11

Axe:  11:11. I love you, good night! Sweet dreams baby girl.

SAT AT 5:00 AM

Axe: I woke up extra early today. Good morning
Axe: Eat breakfast. Love you, still.

That was the last message I got from Axe. I don't know if I should reply. I mean, ano namang sasabihin ko? Na bumalik na ex ko and I want him back kaya naman aalis na ako sa mundong 'to kasi useless rin naman? This is so frustrating! Why do I even have to think of my response? Goodness Presley.

SAT AT 8:23 AM

Aspen: Good morning Axe! I am sorry for my late reply.

It didn't take long for me to wait for his reply sa kadahilanang pag kapindot ko pa lamang ng send button ay sineen niya agad kahit 'di siya online kanina.

Axe: Thank God nagreply kana din.
Axe: Nagbreakfast kana ba?

Aspen: Di pa

Axe: Why?

Aspen: I just woke up e

Axe: Wala kang gagawin for today?

Aspen: Wala naman. Bakit? Kikitain mo na ba ako?

Axe: Pfft. No

Aspen: I'm joking

Axe: I know
Axe: May favor ako, if it's okay with you

Aspen: As long as kaya ko, why not?

Axe: Aspen, can I have your time? Kahit ngayong araw lang

I remember saying those words to my ex before. Masakit manghingi ng oras sa taong alam mong hindi naman na interesado sayo o 'di naman talaga interesado sa 'yo.

Aspen: For?

Axe: Wala. Gusto kita makilala

Aspen: Makilala? As what?

Axe: You

Aspen: Nasa rpw tayo

Axe: I didn't ask you to introduce me who's behind the account I am talking to. I wanna talk to you bilang Aspen

Aspen: You want me to be active here?

Axe: You don't get me

Aspen: What do you mean then?

Axe: Even just for today.
Axe: Let me talk to you. Let me talk to Aspen
Axe: Tell me what's your purpose of being here as Aspen
Axe: So please, let me have your time. Kung okay lang

Siguro nga tama siya. Hindi naman talaga ako nagrorole play dito parang pinapakita ko lang rin kung ano ako outside this world. Nakikipag chat ako bilang si Presley at hindi bilang isang Aspen na siyang pinakilala ko sa lahat sa loob ng mundong 'to.

Aspen: If that's what you want, babe

Axe: Better ;)

Aspen: Hahaha

Axe: Why? What's funny?

Aspen: Wala akong masabi e. Sorry :(

Axe: Nakakawalang gana ba akong kausap?

Aspen: Hmm, medyo?

Axe: You're giving me a hard time

Aspen: Talaga lang ha

Axe: :))

Tumigil na ako sa pag message dahil wala rin naman akong sasabihin or wala naman dapat i-reply pa sa ':))' niya.

Magl-log out na sana ako kaso naalala ko ang inabi niya kanina bago magpatuloy ang aming usapan, hindi nan ako ganoon kasama para hindi siya pagbigyan. Isang araw lang naman hiningi niya, 'di ba? Kahit ngayon lang daw.

Axe: What's taking you so long to reply babe?

I have to think fast! Anong sasabihin ko? Sasabihin ko ba na aalis na dapat ako kanina? Pero paano? Baka magalit lang siya sa akin kung iyon nga aking sasabihin. Argh Presley, use your brain! 'Di ka bobo, kaya mong magsinungaling.

Aspen: Huh?

Axe: Can I call?

Aspen: What?! No!
Aspen: 'Kala ko ba Aspen ang gusto mong makausap?

Axe: Pero nag aalala ako.

Aspen: Tumatae lang ako. Masama?

Axe: Kaya pala kanina pa ako nakakaamoy ng di kaaya aya

Aspen: You're good pala sa pagta tagalog 'no?
Aspen: Onti nalang iisipin ko ng crp ka.

Axe: Crp?

Aspen: You don't know?

Axe: Obviously.

Aspen: Cross role player po

Axe: The hell?

Aspen: What? 'Di ako sanay sa lalaking nage-english
Aspen: Bukod sa kapatid ng best friend ko.

Axe: Baka ako 'yun ha?

Aspen: Hindi naman siguro, mukha ka namang mabait e.

Axe: Talaga?

Aspen: Hindi ba?

I heard a knock from my door and heard my Yaya's voice after, "Ma'am Presley? Tawag po kayo ng Mommy niyo, may pupuntahan daw po kayo."

"Sige, pasabi susunod ako." Oh no, paano na 'tong kausap ko? Babawi nalang ako.

I saw three dots which means he's typing, the perfect time for me to tell him na may pupuntahan kami ng Mommy.

Aspen: Ang haba naman ata ng tinatype mo?
Aspen: Aalis muna ako, babawi nalang ko next time. Bye