JIN POV
Namjoon was with the guy who sat with him during lunch, I think his named was Yoongi from what my classmates told me.
I also remember being told to stay away from them.
Whoops.
I noticed that they were almost always together, but rarely ever talking.
I wonder why.
But before I started thinking too hard and forget why I'm here, I walk over to them.
"Hey, uhm, could I, erm, speak t-to Namjoon?" I asked, cursing my self for studdering. They both glared at me, looking at me up and down. I felt uncomfortable, but I needed to talk to Namjoon for Pete's sake!
"I'll give you 2 minutes. Namjoon, I'll go ahead." Yoongi said. Then he walked off leaving me alone with Namjoon.
"Hi. Um, you remember me, right?" I said feeling nervous. "Why would I remember irrelevant people? Just get to the damn point," he spat. I looked down, feeling dumb for even thinking of trying this. I was on the verge of tears before a felt a handkerchief being shoved towards me.
"Here," he said looking away from me, and I think- blushing!?
"I hate when people cry, wipe your tears and tell me what you wanted to say," Namjoon said looking at me with soft eyes.
I felt like melting, and stared at him for a while before speaking up, "Um, I just heard some things about you and friend. A-and I j-just thought you might want to have a little joy in your life or something. Or-or maybe we could be friends. B-but if we're friends y-you gotta befriend my brother too. A-and he's a little weird and annoying but-" My rambling was interrupted by deep chuckling.
"So you wasted my time to ask to be my friend? What an idiot," Namjoon said. "Y-yah! I just wanna help you!" I argued back. "By doing what? Taking pity on me and trying to become my friend to make you seem like you care when you don't!?" Namjoon's voice getting louder each sentence. "'CAUSE I DON'T THINK THAT'S HELPFUL! I THINK THAT'S PITY, AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I DON'T NEED FROM ANYONE!" Namjoon spat, panting after he finished yelling. I was shaking in fear. I didn't know what to do.
So I cried.
I was sobbing.
Shaking violently.
"I-I'm s-s-sorry." I kept repeating over and over again.
THRID PERSON POV
Namjoon looked down on the fragile looking boy. He felt bad. Really bad. Like he felt like jumping into a trash can bad.
"H-hey, look, I'm sorry. Please don't cry. We can be friends. Just please stop crying." Namjoon said, trying to soothe Jin.
Suddenly Namjoon remembered something.
SLAP
"You piece of shit! You're a disgrace to this family! I should kill you," a man in his mid thirties said to a little boy curled up in a small ball crying. He kept hitting the poor boy over and over and over. It seemed like it would never end.
All you could hear was the boy's cries and pleads for mercy and the sounds of the hits he was taking.
Then it was silent.
End of flashback.
Namjoon suddenly put his hand over his ears and kneeled on the ground, saying "p-please stop! Leave me alone! Please!"
Jin looked at him.
Then hugged him.
He didn't want to let go.
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Well that was fun, wasn't it? :)
Also, I accidentally wrote that Namjin moment that was in Jin's pov in third person, so I had to change every 'he' to 'I'. It was freaking annoying, but I really wanted in Jin's pov so I didn't just change the point of view.
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Numb; Yoonmin + Namjin
FanfictionSLOW UPDATES!! Cover by an amazing human, @AStraightHomosexual "Broken people break people." This is going in a completely different path than originally planned. WARNING: -Suicide attempts -Depressed characters -Drug abuse -Mentions of abuse