My Life My Love My Time -Book 3 MLMLMT Trilogy-

I Mean We Are Talking Sparks Flying Fireworks In The Background

I wake up wrapped in the Doctor's sheets. I remember what I told him last night. My eyes widen and I run to my room. He wasn't there he is in my room. I go to shake him awake but he looks so perfect lying there his hair tousled him being shirtless. I should just let him lye there. No I need to wake him up and get ready for the day. I shake him awake and he blinks looking around with a scowl. He must have been in a good dream but he smiles when he sees me.

"Wake up sleepy head I need to get ready for the day." I said and he stretches.

"Good morning to you to Angel. Did you like my bed?" He asks and smiles.

"Yes it is very comfortable thank you for letting me stay in your room last night but I see you bailed on the sleep over." I said smirking. He rolls his eyes and blows a strand of hair off his face. I giggle and he smiles.

"Sit I don't bite." He says patting the bed next to him. I am glad that everything is normal between us. I sit and he goes to talk.

"Listen I am sorry for my behavior last night. I should respect the dead and just leave you alone but I can't. You don't realise what was going through me seeing you with Jack. Him being the jerk that he is. And then seeing you with Matt and knowing that he was a good guy just made me feel terrible about how I felt but I was jealous. This time I didn't want to miss my chance." He explained and I don't know what went through me but I leaned over and kissed him. "But time and respect for the dead." He said flabbergasted.

"This is a time machine isn't it?" I said and he smiled at me astonished. I leaned over and pecked his cheek. He smiled and leaned over and he kissed me. I mean we are talking sparks flying fireworks in the background kind of kiss. I just kissed him back and savored the moment. He broke the kiss and ran his fingers through his hair. I just watched the fireworks die behind him and then I realise. There aren't supposed to be fireworks going off in my bedroom.

"Doctor." I said and he shushed me. Listening. I don't hear anything but he apparently did. Right as he looked at me he leaned over to me again and held my chin up. I breath in his smell of lavender and he moves closer to me. I lean up a small bit and a small smile forms on his lips. He kisses me again and this one is soft no fireworks but it feels like an electric shock travels through me and I wrap my arms around his neck. He wraps his arms around my waist and it gets a little rougher.

Doctor's P.O.V.

I kissed her. I kissed Angel. I don't know how it happened and then I did it again. This is so unlike me. What is going on? I-I don't know what or how but I think I just got my self into a deep hole that I won't be able to fix. CRAP! This wasn't supposed to happen me kissing her like this in her room. I pull away and she looks so happy bliss filling her eyes. Now I know why I kissed her the second time. That look in her eyes like that of a small child but shes not a small child. No she is more of an adult than someone her age should be. She plays with the natural little curl in my bangs and I smile at her. Her blue eyes sparkle more than I have ever noticed before. To think last night they were so gray and foggy and they were like that for two whole months. That just makes me so sad thinking about all the emotional stress that Jack put her through. I tuck a piece of her hair behind her hair. She is just so perfect and she won't die on me.

"Doctor I need to start getting ready for the day so if you will please excuse me." She says and I smile. She's kicking me out but it is so polite. She kisses my cheek then shoos me out. I stand in the hallway for a minute. Jack walks out of his room and glares at me.

"You have no respect for the dead Doctor. The look in her eyes and the glisten it fades after about twenty minutes and then you miss it and you just kiss her again. It is a never ending cycle but it is a beautiful cycle that should last forever and you never grow tired of it but she will over time. It is the saddest feeling in the world seeing her with someone else even if you are the reason she left which makes you feel even worse."

"Jack get out of the TARDIS now and don't come back either don't phone. Don't visit. Don't even look OK?" I say and he just walks out with a look that says I'm right and you know it. I desperately hope he is wrong. Angel comes our of her room in a cute red polka dot dress that looks like it is from the 60's. She looks adorable. I wrap my arms around her waist and hug her. She hugs me back and holds me close. It is so nice to feel her touch. I realise that I am only in my jim jams. I let go of her and go to change but she follows me.

"Angel I'm going to change." I say and she smiles.

"And you hopefully have under were on." She says smiling and I realise that she is going to watch me change no matter what.

"I do." I say and she starts to tickle me. I haven't been tickled in years. I turn to walk into my room and she holds my hand. This is weird. I haven't held her hand but I have held her mother's hand. She and her mother are so alike. She looks nothing like her anymore but she is just the right amount of Rose but also the right amount of me. I remember that she hasn't talked to her mother since the Shakespeare incident. "Angel you need to call your mom."

"And what tell her. Oh yeah I've had a thing for the Doctor a while now and we just kissed twice and I don't even know what we are calling it oh and by the way sorry I haven't talked to you in 7 months." She said and I looked at her shocked. I mean I haven't see her this angry since the first time Jack hurt her.

"Just to see how she is I mean she is your mother after all." I say remaining calm with the tone in my voice. She relaxes the muscles and I know I said the right thing. She is so confusing just like her mother.

"OK you go get ready and I will call Mom." She says and kisses my cheek but barely to where I could barely tell she did it. She walks to her room and I walk to mine. I change into my suit and tweed blazer. I tie my bowtie when she walks in with tears in her eyes.

"Angel what happened?" I say letting my

untied bowtie hang around my neck. She just hugs me and I can feel tears flowing out of her eyes.

"Mom said that she didn't want to talk to me because of how I treated her and then didn't call her for a year and a half." She says and I am slightly confused. Its only been seven months.

"But. Ohhh." I say and remember time on earth moves faster than it does here in the TARDIS. We had the same thing happen with Rose before when she and I first started traveling. Her mum thought she had disappeared for a year.

"Doctor I lost my Mum I never thought I could screw up my life that badly." She says still crying into my blazer. I just continue to hold her tight and I kiss the top of her forehead.