Insecurity and Romance; a Justin Bieber fanfic.

Chapter Four; The Emotion.

Love is a movie scene,
A kiss and a hug is what it really means.
Love is a dangerous flower,
Beautiful, but it's intentions are sour.
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Rehersals went smoothly. The routine was not as simple as I thought, but third time's a charm after learning the routine and performing behind Justin for 'All Around The World.' But, he seemed to have planned a spotlight moment for me, because he wanted me to be the girl he was chasing for 'Boyfriend'. The routine was simple, I would be strutting in a nice outfit for a few, walk off, change into a gold jumpsuit, then dance with 'my girls' against the boys. I thought it was fun, especially getting to be close to Justin in the end, when he wrapped his arms around me and chuckled.

After rehersals, Justin, Selena and I went out to a nearby Dairy Queen. I just got a swirl creamie in a cup, while Justin and Sel shared fries, Justin devouring a chili cheese dog.

"So," Selena started the conversation in the booth, looking in my direction. "What did you do to gain Justin's affection and attention?" I looked back at her, the slight irritable figure glared back at me. I chuckled softly, taking a bite of my creamie with my plastic spoon.

"He really seemed to like my voice," I admitted. "I don't know why." I shrugged, looking at Justin, his face quite impressed with my answer.

"Oh really? I see nothing special." She scoffed. The irritation dimmed in my eyes. Justin butted in
"She's really good." He smiled.
"Amateur, to me."
"Selena-"
"Justin?" She said, more than pissed now. He sighed.
"You really need to lighten up, she's a great girl." Selena got up, and walked out, a scowl on her face. My face expression went blank. Maybe, she was right. I was just an amateur getting into the big life so easily. I blankly took another bite of my creamie. "I'm sorry," He continued. "She's been really jealous of you since you arrived-Hey, you look a little pale, are you okay?"

"Just fine." I heard my voice shake. I left my creamie on the table and got up, looking at Justin. "Maybe she is right. I'm an amateur, she's an expert at this fame thing. She definitely knows more than I do." I sigh, letting her get into my insecure side. My self-doubt kicked it after mentioning, "Maybe I'm not that good after all." Justin's face turned to sorrow, taking me into an embrace, the clicking of cameras going off like crazy. I heard his heartbeat as my eyes showed shocked at his sudden embrace.

"I think you're amazing." I looked up at him as the words came through his mouth. "You somehow caught me before anyone else could take your place. I chose you because you're unique. You have a side most girls don't show, but you seem to show more. You're insecure, and I like that about you. Not that it's a bad thing, I like an insecure girl, it gives me a reason to care for her more than others." I gasped lightly. "Vanessa," Justin smiled. "You are amazing, talented, fascinating, fun to be with, but also insecure. I hope you know, your insecurity is something I'm willing to help you with, no matter how long it takes." He embraced me tighter.

"Justin..." Tears formed on the corner of my eyes. My arms grasped the back of his shirt, holding him as tight as I could. "Please never leave me to defend for myself."

"I promise." Justin assured me. He pulled away, kissed my forehead, and said, "Let's get back to rehersals, and tonight, I'm going to take you out somewhere, if you don't mind." Justin's face flushed in a deep red, making me smile.

"Why not?" I smiled.