I'm sick of living in this life.
You being gone stabs my heart like a knife.
I think about you day and night.
Im being blinded by the awful light.
Without you I fell no joy in my life.
My love for you makes it hurt so bad
Everyday I become more and more sad
I should have been the one to die
Please tell me it was all a lie.
My heart is broken
From all that was left unspoken
They think I'm distressed
Im actually just depressed
I look like a mess
In an all black little dress
My life has been taken away
My mind has wandered astray
I feel like a maniac
My new favorite color is black
I should have been the one to die
Please tell me it was all a lie
My heart is broken
From all that was left unspoken
When will I wake up
Stop drinking from this poisoned cup
I'm slowly dying on the inside
Why can't you still be alive.
It was not your time
But you fell victim to this crime
My face is finally becoming dry
Since I have no tears left to cry
I should have been the one to die
Please tell me it was all a lie
My heart is broken
From all that was left unspoken
Why do I feel so numb
Yet I'm also so glum
I feel like running
Until I escape from this fearsome thing
My life has become so sad
You being gone just makes me mad
Every fake smile
It's such an awful lifestyle
I should have been the one to die
Please tell me it was all a lie
My heart is broken
From all that was left unspoken
My love for you it is real
This is really how I feel.
I know I'm making a big deal
But my heart will never heal
