Can You Keep me a Secret? (BOYxBOY)

Chapter 15 (deceased)

Chapter 15 (deceased.)

Stiles looked at his dad, “Dad.” He yelled, he looked at the door as Peter opened the door. “DAD!” he screamed, Peter’s eyes glowed a blue and Stiles ran up his house stairs yelling. Peter growled lowly and grabbed Stiles’ leg. Stiles fell to the floor and looked in his parents’ room. Claudia Stilinski lay on the floor in her husbands’ arms. Sheriff rose and looked at Stiles, Peter had stopped dragging, and the only thing Stiles saw and heard was his dad. He wasn’t home anymore, he was outside Peter gone

“I watched her lie in her hospital bed slowly dying” He yelled pointing the liquor at Stiles; his father was dressed in his funeral suit. “I thought how the hell am I supposed to raise this stupid kid on my own” He yelled louder, Stiles began to tear. “This hyper-active little bastard who keeps ruining my life” His chin creased with sadness and anger. “It’s all you, it’s you Stiles.” He growled, “You killed your mother you hear me?” He growled with hate “you killed her, and now you’re killing me” His father threw the glass liquor bottle at him. It hit him and the glass shards dug into his pale skin.

“Stiles.”

He whimpered as Derek’s face shown, “you’re a kid, you don’t know what love is you, tiny little bastard, you killed your mother!” Stiles knelt down and held his hands and ears mumbling, “No… No I didn’t” Stiles cried louder and he saw a young himself.

The waiting room chair in the position he was now, “You’re mommy is okay, Stiles, Can you look at me?” Stiles raised his head to see the women who was his best friend mom. “My mommy’s okay?” He asked wiping away a tear “Where is she!” His dad yelled at him. “In the room” He sobbed. Stiles looked at Melissa, “My mommy is okay?” He asked again and she cried again. “What’s wrong? Is my mommy not okay?” He asked, “Your mommy died, she won’t be here but she’s okay somewhere else.” Melissa said. Stiles breaks down and sees his dad he grabs his dad’s leg, “Get off you lifeless little brat, you should be dead!” His dad yells, Repeatedly, Stiles vision begins to blur, Sheriff is holding him and he begins to cry. “Dad, did I kill mom?” Stiles asked him, his dad nods no “You know the truth Stiles.” He raised and Stiles dad was gone. He was in his room that was empty. He grabbed his phone and called Derek in tears.

 Derek looked at the phone, Stiles called him, he ignored it, Danielle’s phone rang and she answered. “Stiles, what’s wrong?” He heard sniffling and crying. Derek heart quenched, “I had a nightmare, Peter came and then my dad… He called me a hyper active little bastard and I killed my mom and I’m killing him. Derek came and told me I was a kid I didn’t know what love was, I killed my mom… Then it went to the day my mom died, my dad said I should’ve died. Than my dad I woke up with him holding me and I asked him if I killed my mom… He said I know the truth, and then I actually woke up alone…” Derek looked at Danielle, “Stiles, do you want me to come over.” She asked him, “No, I need to do this alone” She shot back and Derek tensed, “Stiles, do what? Stiles?” the phone beeped signaling the end of the call. She looked down at the ground and stood up. “I’m going” Derek growled and ran.

Stiles looked down at the knife he held in his shaky hand. The letter was written, his suicide letter was written. He looked over and saw his mom. She flipped her hair back, “Hey baby.” She mumbled touching his cheek. He looked down at the knife, “Baby boy, you’ve grown so much. I love what you’re doing with your hair. It looks handsome on you, honey” His mom cooed touching his long hair, “You really killing yourself over a nightmare baby?” She asked him He looked down and nodded a yes, “Why? You’d leave your father that boy Derek, Scott and all your other friends.” She whispered she looked down and lifted her sons head, “You dad would be upset with you.” HE looked up at her and a knock interrupted him “STILES!” The manly voice yelled. His mom grabbed the knife and pointed it to the door, “you’d especially hurt that boy” She disappeared and the door opened.

            “MOM, No!” He yelled and dropped the knife crying, it slit his arm falling but he let out a cry, “Mom…” he mumbled Derek ran behind him and held him to his broad chest, “Sh… Babe you’re okay, I’m here” He mumbled holding Stiles cut with a paper towel. He picked Stiles from the kitchen floor and cleaned his cut, putting gauze around it. “Derek?” he asked, “hmm?” He mumbled cleaning the cut, “I love you.” Derek looked at him “I love you too” He wiped Stiles’ tears from his face, “I don’t want you to die” Derek mumbled wiping more, “I Don’t want you to leave me, Stiles” He whispered kissing his forehead, “What happened?” Derek asked, “I want you to lay with me and sleep, I don’t care if my dad sees us, I love you Derek.” Stiles exclaimed. Derek picked him up laying him on his bed after walking up the stairs; He saw a note, more like 3, on his bed. He picked him up and placed Stiles down. He was broken. Stiles reached up and kissed Derek pulling him down on top of him, he pulled away and pushed Derek next to him and laid his head on his chest and fell asleep.

            Derek saw Stiles was asleep and pulled out the notes labeled,

Derek Hale

Scott and Friends

Dad

            He read his first feeling the obligation and need to know.

                                    Dear Derek Hale,

 

             I can’t deny this and I know you can’t, we love each other and being broken up is way worse. It’s only been about 17 hours 13 minutes and 12 seconds from the time I began writing this letter that I’ve been away from you but hey, who’s counting eh? I guess I am, you are amazing, you have problems but I have mine, maybe mine are the scare of us detaching and leaving each other. I love you, Derek, god babe you deserve more then what you got, my mom deserved more then what she got. I don’t want to lose you and maybe you don’t want to lose me but I can’t be alive without you and the frightening Nightmares. Maybe Derek we have different Idea’s of love, because I don’t even want to live without you, Derek. I remember when I first met you and you said this was private property and I knew exactly whom you were, You were Derek hale, a few years older than us, your family had fire and it was labeled the hale fire. I love you, I remember when you were shot, and I almost hit you. I also remember our first time. I can’t forget it, I left after it wasn’t a mistake and that was the best first time I could’ve had. You saved me Derek Hale, I love you.

Love, I’m sorry you lost,

 

Stiles Stilinski x