This Girl

Before

(This story does contain lots of triggers so read them in the description because there will not be warnings other than this one also this part contains rape and mention of torture. Also the songs at the beginning of the chapters are really good songs that I love and most probably won't be related to the story anyways... Have fun reading thanks!)

Pain.
Pain.
Pain.
There is a sharp ringing in my head.
Pain.
Ring.
Pain.
Cuts deep and infected.
Pain.
I can feel the blood oozing out.
The blood running down onto the ground.
Drop.
Drop.
Drop.
The chains around my wrist.
Dead silence other than my brief sobs.
I must be quiet to hear their foot steps.
Coldness in the night air.
Shiver.
Pain.
Drop.
Shiver.
Tied to a stone cold wall.
All I see is darkness.
Nobody can save me.
I have no idea how long its been.
I miss my family.
I long to see them again.
My mum,
Sisters,
Dad,
Brother,
Nana,
Papaw,
Cousins.
Anyone at all other than the two faces of my abductors,
Kidnapers,
Rapers,
Torturer's faces.

I don't know how long its been since I saw them. I stopped counting when I got to eight months and seventeen days. I've survived for three winters and two summers. I think its spring. Summer is near. That means more forced sex and bruised cuts.

Rrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiinnnnnngggggggggg.

Aaahhh My head is hurting me.

Step.
Step.
No
Step.
Please
Step.

"Hello darling." He says when opens the door. A flash of light comes in flooding the room, showing the table, knifes, collars, whips, and other weapons of torture. The light hurts my eyes considering they mainly come at night. All hours of the night whenever the want to. On the rare chance they come thru the day its to feed me. Nasty food with no flavor. I'm not sure what it is. The feed me every few days just long enough for me to live but not long enough for something to grow inside of me.

"Eat." He states coldly throwing it at me making me hunker down in fear. The old man I think in his early 50s is always the mean and first one to start while the young boy in his 20s maybe is the one who sits along and finishes what his dad starts. I grab the plastic fork and start eating the slop. I haven't been fed much lately so I'm desperately hungry.
He walks out leaving the door open...wonder why?
I hear more footsteps coming near me. Two sets to be exact. Here they come...all of a sudden it goes dark. I see two dark shapes walk in shut and bolt the door. I feel sick. I stop eating and put down the tasteless food and prepare for what's next.

I'm to weak to fight back when one lifts me up. I have lost so much weight since I got here. Probably from being starved and dehydrated. He lays me on the table the one from earlier its the old man. I should yell, scream, fight back in any way possible but I can't move as the put the cuffs on my wrist pulling me down the table forcing my hands above my head.

"Its going to be an easy night tonight only if you behave." Says the youngest. Just great an easy night means they both have their turn forcing themselves on me.

The boy walks out and leaves me with the old man.

He pushes my dress up.

Un-buckles his pants takes off his shoes then pants then boxers.

Stands above me rubbing his private with his hand.

Gets hard enough for his pleasure.

He gets on top of me.

Without me giving consent, he pushes his member into me slowly.

Pulls out.

Pushes in.

He gets faster.

Finally he finishes on my stomach.

Pulls my dress down and puts everything back on himself.

"Good girl" he pats my head roughly.

He walks out and sends his son in.

As the night continues the boy does roughly the same thing. He is I guess more kinky than the father because he does other things to me also with out consent. Most days this is how it is the some times come twice a night.

Its horrible but tonight was better than most nights.

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