Just A Wish♥ [CS]

Four|This Needs To Stop.

“Are you okay Sam? It’s alright if you don’t feel the same because I know I came on too stro—“

“Yes Cody.”

“Huh?”

“Yes Cody it would be an honor for me to be your girlfriend.” I smiled holding his hand, After I said yes I felt Cody lift me off the ground in his tight embrace, he spun me around a couple times before setting me back on the ground but that wasn't all he slowly leaned his face against mine making a connection between our lips we held that position for 2 minutes, his lips provided warmth and safety to me, I never realized how much I loved Cody but I could never say that to him now. After we let go of each other we went home hand in hand, happy that this night had happened.

Cody and I have been going strong for more than a month now and I was now one of the famous people in Hollywood not only because I was dating Cody Simpson but I had a couple clothing lines in the fashion industry, paparazzi’s caught images of us walking together and kissing in public and I prayed that my parents wouldn’t find out but it was not possible and it was too late. It was early morning when I was at the Simpsons residence; I had just woken up, brushed my teeth and ate my daily breakfast of cereal and milk with Cody and Alli when my mother’s called me.

Mom: Samar! 

Samar: Hey Mama!

Mom: Where are you?

Samar: I am at Alli's house.

Mom: Is that boy Cody there?

Samar: Yes Mom that's her brother.

Mom: Get out of there right now and get yourself back home.

Samar: What's wrong Mom? 

Mom: I don't need to explain myself get home now.

Samar: But I am on vacation with Sasha

Mom: If you don't get your ass home now I am coming to get you.

I hung up the phone and told Cody and his family that I had to go but before I left I had to change my clothing to get back into my proper clothing with no cuts and full sleeves. I got dressed and ran out into my car that I was able to purchase after my first couple paychecks it was a white BMW a 2010 model. I drove about 15 minutes to get home; when I got there I was greeted by my angry parents who had been carrying pictures of Cody and I. "What is all of this?" I took a look at the pictures and back at my parents unable to look them in the eyes.

"Will you answer me Samar?" My mom shouted, I stood still not uttering a sound. 

"SAMAR!" 

"Mom, Cody is my boyfriend."

"How dare you! Don't you have any shame in you?" 

"Mom! What's wrong with Cody?"

"Do you not understand he is--" My mother stalled

"What is he?" I barked at my mother 

"He is American." My father yelled 

"No he is not" 

"Whatever he is Australian, but he is still white." 

"Yeah and the problem with that is?"

"You are Indian and he is white, you can be with Rahul he loves you and brings the best out in you.” They were talking about this kid who was friends with my family since I was a baby though my parents didn’t know the truth behind him.

“You don’t know what kind of kind he is Dad! All he wants to do is get in my pants and he wants to be my boyfriend for my money and what we have.”

“I don’t know what you are talking about but you are bringing shame to your family if you stay with Cody any longer.”

I shivered "What are you trying to say?" Rage still being on the tip of my mother's nose she screamed "You either choose that white boy or your parents." I have felt anger but never like this, my blood boiled and I held back on the river I was about to cry out. What could have pushed them to this point to make me choose between the two things I love? I couldn't think straight anymore so I ran, I ran out of my house where my thoughts could receive a bit of clarity. As I left my house I noticed someone walking towards it, a muscular boy, around 5'11 was carrying a bouquet of roses that may be for his lover who was frustrated about everything had just happened. He chased after me, his feet hit the ground harder than mine did, my imperfect name reached out of his mouth and into my ear but I didn't stop and wasn't planning to until I reached an old, deserted playground where once my childhood took place. Both of us gasping for air took us a while, "What's wrong Sam?" his concerned voice questioned my wellbeing as he gently set aside the roses, I wasn't going to utter a word not now at the moment of course, though he had to know what I have been through in the last 20 minutes. "Sam, you can tell me anything that's on your mind. Please I am begging you, say something." His concerned voice turned into pleading as he wrapped his arms around my fragile body, his touched burned my skin as if he set my body on fire. I pushed him away trying to get the burning sensation off my skin "Stop. Please leave me alone. You don't want me, you don't want me." I sounded like a monster as I cupped my tensed head into my hands I sat myself on the warm park bench that had to be sitting under the California sun for a while. 

"What's wrong? We can fix it." Cody shattered voice scratched through my ears as if he was the one that was going to cry. I am one of those strong girls who don't cry over everything but this time it was different, with this conversation I had with my parents and the replay of it made a bomb of frustration in my mind and the only way to defuse that bomb was to cry. Though he held me in my time of need, tight and close making me feel secure just like the time our lips met for the first time. I explained to him my story while sitting on his lap, burying my face in his plain white Polo shirt for the extra emotional parts. After I completed my story, silence took over the air I swear I could hear his mind processing what I have said and pulling out conclusions for this problem or just may be this is me because we are very close to each other that we now know what signals mean and what is going on with the other person.

"I don't want to lose you Sam." 

"Neither do I Cody."