under the rainbow

The rumor

We went to school the next day. When I got there everyone was glaring at me and whispering I heard something about Becks and got really scared. Then Jax ran up to me and grabbed my arm he said
“We have to get you out of here.” he said in a worried voice.

We walked to the gym to talk in private. I started to frantically cry in Jax attempt to get me to shut up he kissed me and I froze. He started rambling on
“Omg I'm so sorry I just didn't know wha-" I cut him off
“Its ok I know you were just trying to get me to shut up.”

It was silent until I asked
“What are we gonna do?” his response was
“We could pretend to date at school?” My response was
“Um…..no"
“I'm sorry I didn't mean” I cut him off again
“its ok.” We went to class by lunch time only half of the rumors about me people were talking about,but the ones that did stick were the awful ones.

I was In line for lunch I heard some girl behind me say I was going to hell,of course I knew that already but still not something that you say about something behind their backs. Literally! After a few days most of the rumors died down,at least down to a comfortable for me.

Becks was so mad at me for the first few days,she wouldn't even talk to me and cuddle with me. She won't kiss me until we tell the school at the dance in one week.

After just three days I was needing her lips on mine let alone the other four days. Day by day I went on,my Anxiety getting more and more intense. The last day of dance practice and the dance is just six hours away and I'm about to throw up.

We all went home to put our costumes under our dance uniforms witch are Wight dresses with black sparkles. My costum is gay man I have a rainbow cape and everything. I did my hair,gay makeup,I'm wearing my gay boots,they are black with the double female sign in rainbow.
Becks Jax and I all got in Jax car. Once we were all ready the team had to wait behind the curtain on the stage in the gym. My heart was pounding my chest tightening,I was not ready but I didn't have a choice.