Bittersweet

Chapter 69

Hello everyone,

I decided to update. I got so many responses on my A/N, my heart is warmed 😭😭.
Thank you guys so much for being here even after two years, all of you are the real OG's.

I haven't wrote in 2 years (besides research essays) so please excuse any mistakes. I also tried to make is long af, because I made you guys wait for so long (sorry).

Tbh this is VERY nerve raking for me to publish because I read so many comments and messages and I feel that you all have such high expectations, so I really hope this chapter meets them. But please keep in mind it has been 2 years!!

Don't hate me,
Enjoy 😁

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"You're still my special girl." he whispers.

A small smile forms on my face at his words. I've been waiting so long to hear something like this from him. He bites his lip as his eyes flick to my lips and back to my eyes, making me do the same. Fuck. This is horrible. It is taking everything in me right now not to jump on him. Maybe I'll just give him a peck? Yeah, a peck can't hurt, right?

You're an idiot.

"What are you thinking?" He asks, once again running his thumb on my jaw-line. I grab his hand, giving it a squeeze showing him a little pout.

"You're leaving." I say once again. It sucks so much to think about it. It feels as if my heart drops every time I think about him not being near me.

"I know, I know, we shouldn't be doing this." He says pulling his hand away and letting out a big sigh.

"But I really want to." My thoughts spill out. He looks over at me from the corner of his eyes and a small smirk planted on his face. "What?" I ask feeling a little embarrassed by his reaction.

"You're just very out there lately." He lets out a chuckle. His words make me self-conscious causing me to blush. "I like it." He says with a low voice.

"Stop it." I say biting my lip, trying not to smile too big.

"Alright, now get the fuck out of my car." he says with a straight face.

"What the hell." I whisper as a frown sets on my face.

"I'm kidding." He laughs. "I love making you mad." He says winking at me. Wow, fuck me. Like actually fuck me.

"Not funny." I say shaking my head to which he responds with a shrug.

"But seriously, with all due respect, get out. I have to go sleep" He smiles. I scrunch my nose at his remark trying not to smile like too much of an idiot.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm going." I say opening the passenger door.

"Good night Cate." He says putting his hand on the gear stick.

"Good night." I say closing the car door. I walk towards the main door with a big smile on my face. I love that I am back to joking around with him.

That's not joking, that's flirting.

Screw off. Can I please have some happy moments with this guy?

Honestly, what has this guy done to me, I am arguing with myself.

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Cameron: What did you do to my brother last night? Why is he so happy?