Detroit: Become Human One-Shots (x reader)

I love you (Connor x human female reader)

(I'm back with Connor and here his some angst crap.)

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Y/n's pov

I've been working with Connor for a while, well since the beginning. I was already a detective helping my uncle Hank with the cases.

I remember the time I was sleep and I heard Connor breaking into the house.

*flashback*

I jumped awake to the sound of glass breaking, I jumped out of bed and grabbed my bat... I have it just in case, don't judge.

I run torward the sound of moving and the sound of stepping on glass.

I jumped in the room to see who the jntruder was instead I see a passed out Hank from being drunk.

And a adorable Android smiling nervously at me, from the mess he made, it made my frustrated.

"CONNOR, WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING?!?"

The gets up from the broken glass, and fixes his the before walking to me, my eyes slowly watching him.

"Sorry Miss. L/n. You weren't answering the door."

I sighed at what he called me.

"For God's sake Connor, I've told you many times to call me y/n, I also told you to knock in my window."

I stated clearly mad at him breaking the window.

He walks closer, and cleared his throat

"Sorry. Y/n i didn't want to awake you."

I scoffed while walking away.

"Mission failed!"

*end of flashback*

I wiped the tears off my cheeks only for more to replace it.

The memories, all the times, all the times when I could have told him, told him that I loved him, but... but I didn't I was, no scratch that I am.

I've felt lonely that no one is here, here to save me from the fear, the black, and never ending hole of, depression and suicide attempts, I've done a total of 5 suicide attempts.

Hank is always yelling at me never having a real conversation with me, and Connor too.

I been afraid of dying alone since that happened now I'm making my death happen, no one here stop me, no one here to comfort me.

I know this will work, jumping off the roof of cyberlife, 69 floors im on the roof so I would die if I jumped, painless, quick, no one would know.

I step torward the lead, the tears flowing more, I look at the suicide note I wrote a few hours ago.

"Dear whoever finds this,

If you don't know me, my name is y/f/n y/l/n, im a Detroit detective, you can give this to my uncle Hank please, but if you want you keep reading, I jumped because no one was there, was there to stop me, when I looked over that ledge i felt as is the people were looking at me laughing and pointing, while chanting 'do it' over and over.

I was in this dark place, no one would save me, no one wanted to save me.

I've failed everyone i loved my uncle, Hank and me Best friend also someone I've loved, I wanted to help deviants, but he didn't like that, so he stopped talking, stopped caring and It hurts, well by the time you are reading this it will be

'it was hurting' but that doesn't matter, anyways I've failed the Androids I wanted to be saved, so whoever sees this please tell Hank and Connor that

' I'm sorry for failing them, and that I love them so much, and tell Connor that I was inlove with him but the didn't seem to care about me.' 

It's awful, going to work and pretending everything is okay, putting on a fake because someone who doesn't care will ask.

Also the pain of the people you love slowly disappearing from you life never to talk to you about, real things and no matter what they try to avoid you and you don't even know why, but I know Connor distanced himself from me.

Enough with that, give this part to Connor, you can read it just give is to him.

"It's me y/n, y/n l/n,

When i met you, you were doing your coin tricks that I love. I knew that we were going to he friends, Android or not, and we were.

Skip three months later I realized that I was in love, all the memories, the butterflies, and feeling sick, that was from you, I loved you.

Then one day when we were talking about deviants, I told you that maybe we were on the wrong side, that we were stopping people who wanted to be free, then you snapped you yelled at me and we never really talked that was two months ago, two months, so how you're getting what you want, me dead.

From: your dead 'friend' y/n

I wiped the tears from my face, and put the note down by the Teddy bear Connor got for me on my birthday.

I stepped on the last step, one more step and that his it no more life, no more crying, and no more broken hearts.

I looked to see the updated cars moving on their own, busses too, along with Android stores.

I hover my other foot above the busy city of Detroit.

Suddenly the door to the roof opens up harshly making me turn around step forward a little, it was the last person I wanted to see it was the Android, Connor.

"What are you doing here, Connor!"

He looked at me with a sad look with a mixture of disappointment, I wasn't feeling more sad I was actually feeling angry.

"W-what are you doing?"

He asks whilst his eyes scanning the bear, me, and the note. I scoffed at his stupidity.

"killing myself, not that you care."

I step closer to the end of the ledge

Millions of thoughts go through my brain.

He sticks his hands out torward as if the was trying to stop me, figures.

"You don't want to so this."

I laughed at this comment.

"How do you know what want you stopped caring weeks ago! Heck! Months!"

He looks to his left then back at me and the slowly nods.

"I know, but I never stopped caring and I'm sorry okay?"

I shake my head at the Android, not believing in what the says.

"No you're not, YOU ARE NOT SORRY, YOU STOPPED CARING WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST, WHEN I REALIZED I LOVED YOU!"

I shouted at him, once the words Left your mouth his expression soften, but went away as quickly as it came.

"I loved you Connor, but then went and messed it up!"

I looked at him one last time.

And i jumped.