Detroit: Become Human One-Shots (x reader)

I miss him too- Hank x human reader

Y/n's pov          (not edited)        (request)

I couldn't handle this, Hank getting drunk over cole, I keep having to tell I'm it wasn't his fault that Cole died , but he wouldn't care, he did this so often it's Normal.

I hear sobbing in Hank's bedroom

"Cole I'm try- I'm trying but, I don't know what to do, I love and I know she loves me, but she... she needs better, I need your help, i... I need you her, I'm nothing without you."

I could imagine Cole running around the yard smiling, with his airplane model that Hank and cole made, I was looking at the window in the kitchen, I've been there since Hank's wife left.

The man I love, my husband is crying, my best since forever is heart broken, I couldn't handle it, I start walking toward his room, his crying became louder and more heart breaking.

I put my hand up to the door and knock sofyly.

"Baby, are you okay."

I hear shuffling and sniffs the aftermath of crying.

I put my hand of the door knob and twists it open, the door creaked softly as I pushed it open.

Hank's back was facing me and the was looking at a picture of Cole and Katy (his wife)

"It should have been me."

He was talking about cole, how the should have died.

I felt guilt, sympathy, and sadness.

"Hank, it shouldn't have been anyone, it wasn't your fault."

He turned around so fast facing me, it was scary.

"It is, if I hadn't ask him if he wanted to come."

The wanted to be with his son, there was nothing without that.

"If it was you Cole, wouldn't have lived, he would've died, he couldn't live without you, I couldn't live."

The last part made his face soften.

"I am trying to kill myself slowly, because im so scared of death, I don't kill myself fast."

I felt a feeling of sadness in my stomach, couldn't stand this sight. I kissed him softly before hugging him.

"Hank... I love you so much, I miss him too."

He hugged me tighter after I said the last part.

Cole was like my own son i took him to school, and cared for him when the was sick.

Then he was gone just like that.

"He reminds me of you."

That made me smile, Hank always said that I have the same energy as Cole.

"I love so much, Hank I've always have."

I feel something wet on my shirt Hank was crying. 

"Connor reminds me of him. That is why I distant myself from him. Everyday I see him and I break down."

Connor has the innocence like him and the smartness as him.  It's scary.

"I know Hank but you have to stay strong for me and Connor."

He nods his head.

This was hard to do, but I do whatever for hank.

(I'm so sorry this was SO short)