Shadowhunters Preferences

Request- Raphael Santiago

(Raphael's P.O.V)

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all

I have got myself in the worst situation. I'm in love with girl who loves a shadowhunter...
I don't know how to handle this. I know she's with Jace but I can't stop my heart. Even if it doesn't beat. I've liked... no. Loved Y/N since I met her. I don't know what to do. Well, I didn't. Until that night.

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

*at a party in Pandemonium*

I walk in and instantly my head hurts with the pounding of the music mixing with the pounding of the hearts of everyone here. As usual, the first people I see are Y/N and Jace. They're dancing, having a good time. It makes me nauseous. I hate seeing her with him. He's so obnoxious and he's a Shadowhunter. It just hurts.

(Y/N's P.O.V)
I dance with Jace as I see Raphael walk in. My heart races as he walks across the dance floor away from me and towards his vampire friends. I shouldn't feel this way, I'm with Jace. But I can't help but fall in love with everything about Raphael. He's just so..... perfect. That doesn't mean I don't like Jace, it's just I like Raphael more. I don't know what to do. I can't change how I feel...
I snap back to reality as Jace tightens his grip on my waist. I stare into his eyes focusing on how I fell about him. How I like him so much, but it isn't love.

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

Jace walks away from the dance floor to the bar. This gives me time to think while losing myself in the music. As I dance, I fail to notice the chocolate eyes that follow me.

I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I'm Mr Brightside

(Raphael's P.O.V)
I watch her dance without a care in the world and can't help but feel me heart burn with desire. I wish I could be the one up there dancing with her. So I do. I walk up to her and start dancing with her. Instantly, my heart explodes. The feeling of her body against mine makes me feel high on love. I wish I could dance like this forever. We continue to dance, however she faces away from me. As soon as she turns around her beautiful E/C eyes meet mine in a moment of pure joy. She simply smiles and continues to dance but this time wraps her arms around my neck, as if to keep me from leaving her. Not that I'd dare leave such a stunning girl. Carelessly, we continue to dance the night away.

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

We lose ourselves in the music and continue to move with the rhythm. As the night drifts on, we grow closer, soon getting so close that if I so much as nodded my head our lips would me. Both of us entranced by the other, she quickly closes the gap between us, capturing my lips with hers.

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

(Jace's P.O.V)
I return from the bar, only to find Y/N and Raphael caught in a lip lock. Unfortunately, I'm not surprised. I know she hasn't liked me for a while now and to be honest I knew of her feelings for Raphael. I won't lie that it hurts but I must let her be happy. I leisurely stroll towards the two. When I reach them I simply tap Y/N's shoulder and smile. Her face falters but I look at her reassuringly. I needn't speak because we both knew what I meant. Once that was done I nodded to Raphael and left.

'Cause I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I never
I never
I never
I never

(Raphael's P.O.V)
As Jace walks away Y/N and I turn to face each other. Not knowing what else to do we simply laugh.
"I love you Y/N" I whisper in her ear.
She smiles, "I love you too."
Once again my lips join with hers in a passionate kiss.
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This was requested by x0makenna  I hope you liked it! I also hope it's what you wanted, sorry it took so long I had major writers block but yeah. Thank you for requesting!
- Dani x