You Will Be Mine

Chapter 11. (The Regret)

Jason's POV.

I woke up the next morning next to Mia. NAKED?! Oh please tell me we didn't..We did. I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. "Morning babe" Mia said cuddling against me. I rubbed her shoulder. "Morning Mia.." I said looking down at her. "Mia, I'm sorry for taking advantage of you, I'm sorry for everything." I said. She looked at me like i was crazy. "Jason McCann. You didn't take advantage of me. It was my choice. I wanted to. I love you and that's why i did it. But if you don't feel the same then you can just fucking leave. Just like my father did." She said looking down at her nails. We sat there in silence. "You can leave" She said. I was going to say something when she stopped me before I could. "Get out McCann." I got dressed and left. I love Mia with all of my heart. I just feel like i took advantage of her being drunk. I walked into my room and took a shower. I needed to see my man. Khalil. I got out and changed into black baggy pants, and a blue v-neck and blue Supra's. I slid on my watch, and necklace along with my snapback backwards. I walked downstairs to see all the guys and not Mia. I grabbed my car keys. "I'll be back later" i said to Alex. He didn't even glance at me. I rolled my eyes and walked out to my car. I got in and drove off. I need to get away.

Mia's POV.

I can't believe he regrets sleeping with me after i told him that i loved him. He left just like my father. I shouldn't have told him i loved him. It ruined everything. I need to get my anger and my hurt away so i decided i wanted to train again. No matter how much it hurts. I got into a shower and let the water run down my skin. I washed my hair and body then got out. I picked out an outfit. One that i wont die in like last time. I changed into black leggings that went to my ankles, and a black tank top that said 'live with love'. Yeah right. Fuck love. I walked through out my closet looking for my running shoes. I have a couple pairs but they don't fit anymore. I finally found them and slid them on. They were Nike. Pink and white at the bottom. I walked downstairs and went to the kitchen when Alex and Jesse walked in. "Whats wrong with you and Jason. He left because of something." Alex said. I didn't answer, and just continued to fill up my water bottle. "Mia, you can always talk to us you know. What happened after the date?" I sighed knowing Alex isn't going to let me go without answering. "Look, it's not a big deal alright? But could you guys train me instead of Jason?" I asked speaking softer at the last part. They just nodded. "Good, meet me in the gym in 5" I said walking upstairs slowly. I can't cry. He's not worth it. I kept repeating it in my head. I sat down on the bench, put my bag down and took a sip of my water. After i put my water down the Alex and Jesse walked in wearing basketball shorts and black t-shirts. I faked a smile at them and stood up. Alex walked over to me and pulled me aside while Jesse pulled out ropes. "Mia, i know somethings wrong. You know you can tell me right?" He asked. I slowly nodded. "Well during the date i drank a little and we came back. When we came back, i went to my room and then he came in and we, we uh.. I told him that i loved him then we..You know and the next morning he basically told me that he regretted it." I said looking down and letting teared up. He sighed and pulled me into a hug. I finally let the tears slip. I held onto Alex for dear life. He rubbed my back. "Mia, I'm so sorry, if theres anything i could do for you let me know okay?" He asked. I nodded. "I have an idea. Be right back!" He said running out of the room. I sat back down on the bench, wiped my tears and sighed. Alex came running back in and picked me up bridal style. "Everyones waiting downstairs for youuuu!" He said walking/running with me in his arms. I just laughed. We walked into the living room where everyone was dressed up for a workout. I looked at Alex and gave him a 'what' look and he smirked. "Everyones going to train you from now on. We all love you Mia, don't forget that. Now Lets go outside!" He said putting me down. I gave him a pouty face and he chuckled. I hopped onto his back. I held onto his shoulders and wrapped my legs around his waist. "Lets gooo!" I said giggling. He ran towards the field where everyone else was. Once we reached them he let me down and i waited for my training. "Okay guys so, I'm going to have jesse and Me on the cones. I want Kyle and Anthony on the ropes and i want you guys to push her. Give her water if you need to. Alright? Mia. You start on the ropes." He said. I nodded and walked over to Anthony and Jesse. Anthony was holding the ropes down and Jesse was holding a stop watch and water for me. "You have to whip the ropes up and down. Like this" Ant told me. I nodded. "And go!" Jesse yelled. I tugged and a whipped as hard as i can for 15 minutes. "You can stop now Mia." I slammed the ropes down and my arms were sore. I grabbed a water bottle and drank it all, then walked over to Alex. He side hugged me. "Your good Mia." He said side hugging me. "So for this one you have to run throughout the cones while Jesse throws the foam balls at you okay? Dodge them all" He said as i got into place. As soon as he hit the air horn i was running as fast i could through them. Jesse was throwing all of the balls and when i reached the end only 2 balls hit me. "Not bad Mia. I think your good, real good. Lets go back inside and eat okay?" He asked. I nodded and he let me jump onto his back. We were walking on the side of the house when Jason walked out of his car and saw us. He looked angered and hurt all at once. I hid my head in Alex's neck and he chuckled. "I wont let him get to you Mia. I promise" he said rubbing my leg. We walked inside and he put me down on the counter and tapped my knee. I faked smile at him. Jason walked in and gave me an apologetic look. I looked away but he walked over and stood next me. "Can we talk?" He asked silently. I nodded and walked upstairs with him. He shut the door and i sat on the bed. Here comes the talk that i didn't want to talk about.