You Will Be Mine

Chapter 11. (I can't live without you)

Jason's POV.

I went to Khalil's and smoked. I needed it. I needed to get away, but after a while i kept thinking about Mia and how upset she was. I was supposed to take her to the mall and i blew it. I went home after everything. I got out of the car to see Alex carrying Mia on his back. She snuggled into his neck. She's supposed to do that to me. I sighed and walked in. They went into the kitchen while i walked into the living room. I kicked off my shoes while walking into the kitchen. I saw Mia sitting on the counter. "Could we talk?" I asked looking down. She got down and lead me to her room. She sat on the bed and i shut the door. She wouldn't look at me. She just looked down. "Mia. Look, I'm sorry. I really am. I don't regret anything. I don't. I felt so guilty this morning. Why? Because i love you Mia. Okay? I love you and i felt as if i took advantage of you because you had a lot of drinks. I don't want any other girl besides you. I wanna get married with you. I want to have kids. Mia you don't understand how much i love you. Even if we just met. I want you to know that I'm sorry." I said with tears brimming my eyes. She just sat there with tears going down her cheeks. I walked over and held her. I held her tight like it was my last time seeing her. She cried into my chest for a little while before she pulled away. "Jase, please don't leave me." She said. I held her close. "I promise baby girl" She pulled away. "Could we still go to the mall?" She asked. I nodded. "Im gonna get changed" She said walking away into her closet to get clothes. She came out in black skinny jeans, a red tank top, a white varsity jacket and red and white Jordan's. She looked beautiful. "Ready?" I asked. She nodded and we walked downstairs. I grabbed my wallet, car keys and left. She got into the passengers seat and i drove off. "So i saw you training" i said trying to make conversation. "Yeah, i did ropes and cones today" She said. I nodded. "Tomorrow, would you want to do some boxing?" I asked turning into the mall. She just nodded. I parked and we got out. I held her hand when we walked in. She put on her glasses and i did too. "Jase? Can we go to Forever 21?" She asked happy. I kissed her cheek. "Anything for you baby girl" She led me to the store and we began shopping. She picked out 2 pairs of heels and 2 dresses. "Im all done" she said looking up at me with a smile. "Nope, i want you to pick out some shorts, tank tops, and bikinis." I said looking around with her. "Why?" She asked. I smirked. "A surprise baby girl, you'll find out soon." I kissed her forehead. She soon picked out 4 outfits, and 3 bikinis. We checked out and left the store. "Jase, you didn't have to pay for that you know. I have my own money. That was really expensive." She said looking at all of the bags i was holding. I chuckled. "I know, but i wanted to. As long as your mine, you wont pay for a thing, wanna go to Starbucks baby?" She nodded and we walked there. We ordered Mocha frappe's then sat down. "Mia? How would you feel if we left?" I asked taking a sip. She looked at me like i had 2 heads. "Jase, you know we cant. My dad would kill us." She said. I nodded and smirked. "I know, but just as a vacation. Your dad would know and everything." She thought about it for a while and then nodded. "Where?" She asked after a little while of silence. "Surprise baby girl." I said. We finished our drinks and left back home. We walked inside to see the guys fighting over the game. I slammed the door to know that we were back. They immediately sat down and looked at us. "Pack up. Were going on vacation. We leave in the morning." I said sternly and they scattered to their rooms. I walked upstairs with Mia to help her pack.