Trouble (justin bieber fanfic)

part 4

''you scared the hell out of me !'' i half shouted at him and by him i mean the hazel eyed boy bieber but all i can think about now is why was he stalking me and then tell me to be careful and stay away from him and why from all people is he choosing me !!!

that dude is really mad ! he didn't utter a word he just stepped closer and i was backing away from him i'm still afraid of him untill my back hit a wall and he stpped more closer our faces are inches away he put his hands beside my head i can feel his cold breath on my face

''why didn't you change your seat?'' he said in a very aggressive way

''who are you to tell me what to do and no i won't change it'' i said and and God only knows from where i got this confidence

''aren't you afraid of me?'' he asked in a softer way which made my heart melt at his tone

WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYIN' ?!!! i can't like him i don't even know him,or can i ?? well i'm confused i don't even know what i'm feeling anymore

we just looked at each other untill i decided to say something ''and why would i be afraid of you?''

i whisperd those words not sure where this conversation is going but just i was looking in his eyes feeling that thing again not the fear but the feeling that he wants to say something that he needs help that cold feeling in his which telling me that he's broken i don't know if that;s true or not but that's what i see in his eyes

and yet again he didn't utter a word he was just looking down

''look i don't know who you are but if you wanna tell me anything then go ahead i'm all ears'' i said smiling a little hoping he'd tell me anything

Justin's p.o.v

i can't tell her anything i'm not good for her i don't wanna mess up her life.drag her down with me i just can't do that to her

and of course i won't tell her hey hazel i love you and i was watching you from the very first day i got here

she'd freak out if i told her that she'd probably be afraid of me if she wasn't already she'd say i'm insane but she'd really and i mean really freak out if i told her anything about my past and that's what makes me who i am today

''i can't tell you anything now all i can tell you is to take care of yourself just forget i ever got you here i'm sorry'' those are the only words that came out of my mouth they were weak they were broken but i can't say anything but them right now

i really want her to take care of herself because i'm sure that ''THEY'' are chasing her and those footsteps from the last night are ''them''

but one thing that made me crazy and that's how did they know i'm here how did they know about hazel no-one knows about that

''it's okay don't be sorry''she said smiling and i backed away from her she hesitated a little but then she said''i didn't got your name''

i want to start a friendship with her but i just can't i know the consquenses

''it' justin and you'' i tried to sound as friendly as possible

''i'm hazel it's nice to meet you even though it wasn't a nice sitiuation''

i chuckled a little but i didn't find any response

''i gotta go now bye'' and with that she closed the door

Hazel's p.o.v

that was totally awkward i'd say that justin is mental but there's something about him that make me want to know his story want to help him even though i am scared of him but i can't judge a book by its cover i can be his friend but that can't be a crush right ? well i dont really know i just wanna know the real him i wanna know that sparkle in his eyes are saying that he's broken

i went to my class writing everything down but every now and then my mind drifts to justin

my mind is full of questions my mind is full of..him

Justin's p.o.v

i couldn't stop myself from smiling i know that i should stay away from her but i can't control my feeling i'm falling for her from the day i saw her she never noticed but i think i'm in love with her but she just think of me as a freak

as i sat down on the floor in this old room the pictures of my started to haunt me they started to flow in again the pictures of kristen laying lifeless,the pictures and the sounds of the night ''they'' were arrested,the sound of his voice telling me ''we'll come back and we'll make ur life a living hell

all of that pictures all of that night i cant forget them but i need to i dont want to remember any of it

the past can't haunt me my life is already a living hell imma mess i'm a trouble for anyone

even the girl i love that made me learn to love again and smile again i can't get near her i can't fall for her for her i dont wanna mess up her life i want her to be safe but i want her to feel me as well i want her to feel my love feel how hard i am trying to protect her

six years ago i thought i could start all over again but i was wrong i escaped and ran away to here to london to start a whole new life

but i was wrong it will probably end here not start here  

i saw the door's knob turning i quickly got up and wiped my tears to be met with a worried jay....

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so guys i feel like im in a desert or something xD i want u to do anything comment your thoughts and if u have any idea u can tell me ...i wanna know if i should continue writing this story or what ?so please just tell me anything u wanna say about this story :D